Dear Diary,
Met up with D on yesterday and the day before yesterday. It has almost been 3 weeks long that we last met! I have never been the kind who usually initiate for meet-ups but this time round I did because I was missing him terribly. Tsk.
D was on morning shift OT the day before yesterday, so I asked him if we could go home together since we would both end around the same time, even though he'll finish half an hour later than me.
I travel all the way to his work place when he text me saying something cropped up at his work place and he will end 2 hours later and asked me to head home instead. God knows how at that point of time, my heart just shattered into million pieces. I insisted on waiting but he doesn't sound like as if he wants me to wait for him. And so I told him, I don't mind waiting since he waited for me before for 3 hours once for me to end work. But if he wants me to head home and not wait for him, I will then head home.
After a while, he said, he was able to head home. I found a nearby spot and settle down to read my book to wait for him, when I heard a familiar laughter. From there, I could recognize it was D's. He have this distinct and unique laughter. I looked up. And there I saw him in his Full Uniform with his colleague. Boyyyyyy...
He made "eye contact" with me after which he looked away. His friend headed to the toilet and he was still standing there, just 2 seats away from where I was seated. I wanted to call up to him but there was so many things running up in my head. I was afraid he wouldn't want his colleague to see me and wouldn't acknowledge me. Secondly, I was afraid I couldn't call up to him or talk to him while he was in uniform. While these were running in my mind to call or not to call, D left and headed off to the toilet. When he came out of the toilet, he stood 2 metres away from me for a little while, made "eye contact" with me again and left.
At that point of time, I felt terrible. I felt like sh*t is the word. HAHA! I almost wanted to pack my bag and left. But I don't know how and why I always got so so so so much patience in me when it comes to this man. God knows!! So I waited..
10 minutes later, D called me and asked me where I was.....
D: B..mana you?
Me: I was where you were just now lah. You saw me yet you still asked me where I am.
D: Huh?! I saw you?! You dekat mana b?!
Me: You walked past me what tadi. You saw me then you walked away. I was at the 7 11 lah.
D: Huh?! 7 11 sebelah mana? I dekat Starbucks.
Me: 7 11 lah. You went to the toilet next to it just now what with your colleague.
D: Huh?! Eh b. You dekat departure hall?
Me: Entah lah. Mana-mana lah.
D: You dekat which level?
Me: Level 2.
D: Okay. Come here down to starbucks. Go down the escalator then jalan terus then head towards the MRT station. Tahu tak?
Me: I think I know.
D: Kkk..see you.
We took the bus home instead of the MRT and while in the bus, I just HAD to ask D because it was bothering me that bad, HONESTLY.
Me: B.. Do you seriously NOT see me just now? Or you pretended not to see me? Answer me honestly.
D: B.. I swear. I betul tak nampak you. I ada lah cari-cari you.
Me: But you were just standing almost 2 seats away from me. We made eye contact twice and you didn't even realise it was me?
D: We did?! We made eye contact?! B..I tak nampak you b. I was rushing to change to meet you.
Me: I can ecognize it was you when you laugh, just from your laughter yet you can't even recognize me sitting down there.
D: B.. Sorry lah. But I memang like this sometimes. I just look past through people. Last time during school days pun sama. There are days when my dad waited for me in front of the school gate to fetch me home, I didn't even see him. I terus balik. When my dad call, I kene marah.
Me: Hahaha! Haiz b.
D: You pun satu! Dah tahu gitu kenapa tak panggil?!
Me: I thought you didn't want me to acknowledge you. I was so afraid. Remember you once told me.
D: B... Kalau dah habis kerja boleh lah panggil. I cakap tu masih time I tengah kerja, kalau u alih-alih B kuat-kuat dekat custom area memang lah time tu I cakap... "Siapa kau punya b?! Cepat thumbprint, jalan!"
Me: HAHAHAHAHA! Kurang asam!
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Me: Anyway, later don't have to send me home. I'll just head home by myself okay?
D: No. I must and I have to send you back home.
Me: I taknak susahkan you lah. I just want to see you that's all. Don't trouble yourself to send me home all. I can go back on my own.
D: You ehh. Cakap macam our houses are like far gitu. Macam you tinggal dekat Bedok gitu.
Me: Bedok ehh?! Ohh..Bedok..... Kalau Bedok pun kenapa? Tak boleh hantar balik?
D: Errr..Kalau Bedok then bye bye lah. Balik sendiri.
Me: Bagus ehh. Romantic lah sangat perangai tu.
D: Tu kalau I hantar balik pun, lepas tu I... Taxiiiii...
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Me: Thank you for meeting up with me today sayang, even though it was for a short while.
D: And thank you for not calling me up just now! And making me worried sick about your whereabouts.
So I came to a conclusion that D really did not see me. Okay, I'm too tired to continue blogging. GOODNIGHT now. While, the man is on night shift today. I shall perform my solat and off to sleep!
XOXO,
Princess Azie Anni
