Happy 7th Anniversary!

¨°o.O (Post) O.o° 2308 hours

Received this at work today from the work place management for Valentine's Day.
So sweet right?!

I know people have been talking.

Some people just keep telling me indirectly how stupid I am to hold on to something that it’s not worth holding on. People tell me he’s not worth it. People tell me I’m much better in him in everything or anything I do. In school studies, in curriculum activities, in daily prayers, in sports, in the latest advance gadget or technology and even in playing games like arcades or whatever you name it.

So what if I’m better than him? Is there somewhere written in black & white that whatever in life your other half, particularly the guy have to be better than you?

Love. It’s truly a very complicated thing, word, action and even how one expressed it. I’ll be lying to myself if I say I never yearn like how other girl wants to be treated by their prince charming, like being swept away by their feet with surprises, words of romance, sweet gestures like how princesses get in your fairytale books.

But sometimes I have to knock myself back to reality. I’m not living in fairytales. Lucky you, if you tell me your love life is like a fairytale but in fact love is not always about sunshine & rainbows because as much as how the sky give you the rainbow & sunshine, it’ll still rain no matter what.

In fact, God make each and everyone different and special in our own way. He loves us all equally and gave us different test and obstacles in life. Some are tested to have much better doings in life, like being rich or healthier life but all these is because He wants to see you doing good deeds in return with the money you have or healthier life to always perform your obligation towards His rules & teachings and to help others who is less unfortunate than you.

While others are tested to fail in life, tested to be poor, tested to be sick, tested to be handicap, tested to be with someone that you thought you wouldn’t be with and face difficulties, but that’s not because He doesn’t love us or wants to see us in misfortune but because He wants to see how strong is our love towards Him. He wants us to always keep believing in Him, remember Him, pray and ask to Him. Because it’s true, when in time like this, it’s when we remember Him the most. And I’m sure, He NEVER fails to listen, one day, He will answer your prayers and you’ll get there, Insyaallah.

I have always believed there are always reasons to why God make my other half, him. Insyaallah! I could be with any other guy better besides him but why him? It’s something that even we could not answer ourselves for because Allah has His reason. =) But for one thing I’ve learnt throughout being with him,

We come to love not by finding a perfect person,
 but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

And dear, despite what others see in you. You have always seems to be perfect to me. Whatever your imperfections are, I know I do complain most of the time, but what would I do without you? You have been a part of me for so long!

I’m standing right here; right now being whoever I am today is truly due to my family support and not forgetting you too. And yes, I want to be with you and I do want to grow old with you, I want to go through every obstacles, hardships, happiness and joy with you, just everything with you!

Happy 7^th Years Anniversary, love! ;)

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<3: Dear, let’s go out and celebrate our Anniversary!
Azie: Ermm, where to?
<3: Somewhere we could have dinner together.
Azie: Seriously?! Somewhere nice?! Café or some desserts?! =D
<3: How about KFC? =D
Azie: KFC?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! O_O
<3: But that is all I could afford for now =(
Azie: Hey dear! No worries! We shall settle in for KFC then. It doesn’t matter where it is, as long as I’m with you, I’m happy enough.
<3: I’m so sorry, I can’t provide you more for now.
Azie: Don’t even think about it okay? I’m quite contented at where we are for now. =)

I feel like crying. Despite not having the cash for now, he still made an effort to bring me out for some mini celebration for our Anniversary. Yes, it may not be somewhere expensive or outstanding but it is all the thoughts and effort that counts.

He reminded me of my parents! =( Yes, we weren’t brought up in a luxury life, financial has always been our main issue, but not even once my parents forgot our Birthdays, as much as our $$ situation got into our way, they still make an effort to have bring us out for dinner. Yes, not in a restaurant but to a hawker centre or any food court that has good food and that was already good enough, good enough for me, for us. =)

Princessazie Bella<3
Elena Gilbert(: