Sha-Low-Tay

¨°o.O (Post) O.o° 2153 hours

Dear diary,

I don’t know if the boy is hinting to me something. HAHA!

Me: My colleagues told me to get a little bit more expensive mattress because it’s more comfortable.
Boyf: You can get a cheaper one if you wish because soon we’re changing to a queen/king sized bed.

Boyf: I know exactly where I want to have our honeymoon at – Maldives!

Boyf: I think we should start applying house by next year or so.

Words of assurance that I won’t be andartuuuu? LOL! Just kidding. I’m half day tomorrow. Hip hip hurray!

Anyway, prayers to my colleague, hope she’s fine. =) MISS YOU SHA-LOW-TAY!

Princessazie Bella<3
Elena Gilbert(:

Feel my frustration

¨°o.O (Post) O.o° 2340 hours

Dear diary,

I’m frustrated! There are just so many things that I’m frustrated at. I wish I could scream out loud! I’m frustrated that………

• ·         I have put on 6kg ever since the last time I lost 20 kg! I really have got to do something! I just hate being in my shoes now.

• ·         I have been thrice to Ikea! Twice to Tampines and once to Alexandra hoping to bring some of the furniture or things I want to buy back home but only to keep realizing that I probably can’t get it through the train especially my 202cm in height book shelf!

• ·         I have not been saving any of my pay recently and been so spend thrift. I just find no value in money and keep thinking, I won’t bring this thing call money even if I die. And this is so UNLIKE ME I swear! It feels like as if that I might be declaring bankrupt sooner or later or dearest friend, would you do the honour of eating grass with me?

• ·         Sometimes I’m just confused to tell or not to tell someone about something I know. Tell, but people might mistake me for being such a big mouth, busy body or worsen relationship ties. Don’t tell, but I wouldn’t want others to be taken advantage of and I wouldn’t people to hide anything from me if they know something.

• ·         I have a freaking spotlight pimple on my forehead and my Boyfriend keeps teasing me that I have nandek every second!

• ·         I’m going to get ulcer really soon and it’s painful

• ·         I’m struggling to write the SOP at work. T_T And I have this freaking bad habit that when I’m “stress”, I tend to talk to myself and scare people away

• ·         I’m eating a lot a lot a lot more and I just can’t stop eatinggggggggggggggggggggg and my snacking is as bad too!

• ·         I want to throw away all my smexy clothes and dresses away and put on more of those cover up clothes but I find it freaking harddd. I guess all these devils are sitting right on my head manipulating my mind every second!

• ·         I don’t feel like moving out of my old room and be in my new room because I just find the study room which is currently my new room, stuffy! I need air.

• ·         I fall in love with this particular chair at Ikea because it’s cheap, red, comfortable and easy to clean but the only problem, you have to spin around by sitting on the chair in order to adjust the freaking height and I feel like puking after that, even the headache still carries on. Why can’t they just have this adjusting handle where you can go up and down easily?! But I’m still getting that chair because I’m that kind of person when I set my eyes on it, no matter how much you twist & turn, I still have my eyes set on you.

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• ·         I don’t even know what I want in life..

But for sure, I’m frustrated that I don’t get enough sleep. So I better get some sleep now because I have 1 more day before I’m half-day. Still, I don’t get my rest because I’ve got to clean up the room again. How long will this carry on, Allah knows.

Goodnight. Sorry for ranting.

Princessazie Bella<3
Elena Gilbert(:

M & M

¨°o.O (Post) O.o° 2122 hours

Dear diary,     

I can’t believe at this modern day or years my Mama is still match-making me. Ek! She told me she had this conversation with Auntie ‘A’. Auntie ‘A’ was a bit worried that her son at the age of 25 and has no girlfriend and probably wants to marry him off.

So, she asked Mama about my Boyfriend and blah blah blah which I don’t want to elaborate but she asked if Boyfriend has come over to ask for my hand in marriage. And of course not and Mama said if I was the guy, she would probably have done something but Mama said something like she’s the girl side, what more can she do if the guy is not the one asking.

And so Auntie ‘A’ said if things are that “difficult”, she suggested me being friends with her son. And Mama being Mama said, if Auntie ‘A’ is being serious, send the family over to ask for my hand in marriage. Mama even said she won’t say ‘no’. Auntie ‘A’ agreed and said she will go back home and ask her son.

Like hallowwwwww?! Marrying me off?

Not that Auntie ‘A’s son is not good looking and not well to do, oh yes he is. He was even my 1^st biggest crush I had in high school. But I really cannot picture myself ermm… trying to.. Picture the situation.. ermm..

Okay goodnight, I’m working tomorrow.

Princessazie Bella<3
Elena Gilbert(:

Kim Bao

¨°o.O (Post) O.o° 2315 hours

Dear diary,

I can’t wait to have my own rooooooooooooooooooooooooooooom!

I’m not done with my stripe pink and white wall painting yet because I can’t decide to paint them horizontally or vertically. =(

Horizontally makes the room look bigger but shorter in height while vertical makes your ceiling appear higher and they both look niceeeeeeeeeeeeee. I still can’t decide. By hook or crook I have to paint them by this weekend because the place is still in a mess, I need to start buying/shifting in the furniture and etc etc etc. Plus Sissy is about to “kick” me out of our room. Lol!

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iWonder: How does it feel like to be tall and beautiful and catches most people’s attention?

It’s not that I’m attention seeking or what but I just wonder how it really feels. And to say that I never get that ever before, even if I did, sometimes I question myself. What’s up with the trying so hard to get to know me and then with staring, smiling, winking and asking for number brah? Because I always feel that people who falls for me or call me beautiful it’s either sick up there.

Apparently, my Boyfriend is one too I supposed. LOL! Just kidding! He is an exception.

Did I mention I watch #FirstXI just now? Alamak! Kim Bao, you so hot like pauuuuuuuuuu man! Cannot take it! Okay, goodnight.

Princessazie Bella<3
Elena Gilbert(:

Own room

¨°o.O (Post) O.o° 0005 hours

Dear diary,

It has been long since I left this space of mine.

I won’t be able to write for the time being, that is because the study room now where Sissy & I used to play our lappy is in a big mess. Because apparently this little Princess here is taking up that space for her Princessy room! Hehe!

The paintings are all done but I still have a little bit of decorations on the wall to do. And imagine, there’s no study table now for me to use the laptop since everything in the study room has either been shifted out somewhere to another room or thrown out.

And yes, my siblings are all having our room now. This is super cool!

Till here.

Princessazie Bella<3
Elena Gilbert(: