20.12.2012

Dear Diary,

20.12.2012

I don't really bother so much about this kind of special date because there is nothing really much special in my life, really. But it is during this kind of special date, you see special events are held or even going on. And so when I on my laptop today and went through Facebook, the first thing I saw was pictures after pictures of my friends getting engaged, married and etc.

Then it suddenly questioned me, will I get there one day? You know, getting married with that someone special that you will call, your dearly husband. I don't usually ask this kind of question or rather I have never asked them before, because I have always believed that everyone is made for someone at least in this world. Probably it's Miss M trying to disrupt my levels of hormones. But it did strike me, at this age I am currently now, it is only normal that I have a clear or rather a rough plan on what my future would be, especially getting married and starting a family.

I am not trying to rush into things or neither am I forcing something to happen which is probably not anywhere near happening. But almost all my friends are heading towards that direction except for me and well some others. I have so many wedding invitations to attend next year and probably more to come the year after next year. This sound so depressing for me. Okay, not really depressing but it is, a bit.

But take a look at me now, I almost have everything which I am more than thankful to Allah S.W.T except for this thing call........love.

I don't want to start writing emotional stuff because they will just make my hair stand if I were to read them back again but I did tell myself that between the age of 25-27, I want to settle down but looking at where I am now, I might not even settle down for the next 10 years. HAHA! Okay not funny. Furthermore, I want to get a Degree first before I actually settle down.

Okay, enough of all these talk. JM is finally back from her vacation at Bangkok and she bought more junk food for us to grow fat tomorrow.

And my laboratory is all ready for Christmas celebration, which apparently, I am the one who is working alone on that day. Haha!

Thank you to my manager too for treating us to this Christmas Starbucks treat. Toffee Nut Latte Hot for my manager, Cold for my Senior, CR and Cranberry White Chocolate Mocha for myself. I don't really fancy coffee but this was nice.

Till here.

XOXO,
Princess Azie Anni ♥