Firstly, I would like to thank JM for the treats from Bangkok! They were really nice!
Thank you to my manager for getting my favourite chocolate.
I always love Cookies & Cream
Today was Christmas eve and so my laboratory operates on a half-day. Since my Manager & both my Senior (preparing for Christmas) were absence, I was put in-charge. =) While most people were busy doing their Christmas' preparation, my colleagues and I had some kind of Christmas reunion lunch in the laboratory instead. Lol! We tried to phone for both Pastamania and Popeye for lunch but sadly, they don't cater such delivery services at our area and lastly we had to resort to Pizza Hut.
Nice rightttt?! HEHE!
My drawer. Hehe!
The reason why I hate half-day is because I'll always end up being alone. Like forever alone! Azmi and Ayah were busy working, while Mama, Muhammad, Adik & Ressal went out together and I didn't had any plans with my friends, so I had nowhere to go. I thought of heading to the library to just borrow some books and do some reading when JM lay it out to me that the library might be closed due to Christmas eve.
But thank Allah, Mama called me asking if I had anywhere to go and asked me to join them since they were all out to Expo to do some window shopping. Initially, I agree to meet them but it was raining quite heavily at town area and I couldn't make my way to the MRT station. Therefore, I decided to just board the nearby bus home.
But something happened. Something SCARY happened! I was crossing on the overhead bridge heading to the bus stop when this China man called me "Excuse me" many times when finally I heard him because I was on ear piece. I was trying so hard to make sense what he was talking because I couldn't understand his accent and I thought he was asking for direction,
China Man: Excuse me.
Azie: Yes?
China Man: Do you work in trair..ders?
Azie: Sorry?
China Man: Do you work in the hotel? That hotel?
Azie: No.
China Man: Do you SBS?
Azie: Huh? Sorry?!
China Man: Are you..a lesbi...ant?
Azie: NO!
(#&(*##*@! Okay. That wasn't really my reaction. The moment he said that my legs went super wobbly. I feel really really scared. Felt like screaming & crying but I tried so hard to control and compose myself because I don't want people to think that I've been molested or what, which I am not. But it was really scaryyyyyyy, I SWEAR! And the moment when I saw bus 105 approaching at the bus stop, I quickly ran and board it. The exact same feeling I have when some random guy start stalking me. Why do I always get this kind of thing when I am alone ah?! WHY AH?! WHY AH?! WHY AH?! ='( Why can't people just leave me alone when I am alone?!
And seriously, what was that China man thought I was?! Basket! And the other day while I was heading to work in the train, 3 China man were just staring at me. 1 of them started staring and called his 2 other friends, pointing at me and all 3 of them went staring, smiling at me cheekily. I couldn't stand it any more that I left that cabin and walked to another cabin in the train. I don't find Singapore safe any more! 2 encounters with China man, this is getting out of hand!
Ya Allah, please save me from all of these. It's really so so scary. ='(
From wanting to head home to rest, I took the train and went to Expo and meet Mama. I couldn't bring myself to be alone or let anyone "hurt" me like this any more. It's too scary!
After window shopping at Expo, head down to East Coast Lagoon Food Village for some satay while the rest had their lunch. I was craving for some sweet desserts like Ice-cream or cookies & cream milkshake. (This is what happens when Miss M strikes) Therefore, I took my chances to walk around to look for one, but apparently the whole stretch I was walking, the mats were just smiling, probably wanting me to buy something from their stall. I saw my brother buying some Longan juice and he talked to me. The moment they heard me talking in Malay and knew I was Malay, all the abangs, mats and pakciks AUTO...
"Eh Melayu lah dia..."
"Jambu betul lah adik ni. Ingatkan cina tadi."
"Dik, cari apa dik? Datang sini lah."
The fish! The fish! The fish! I quickly walk back to my table and decided to not get anything. Why so stressful one eh? I don't know why people are doing this to me. =( I always tell myself it's okay if I am Nora Danish or Siti Nurhaliza or a Victoria secret model like Candice Swanepoel. But I am nowhere near that. I look like kerepek seriously even I think kerepek look nicer than me. =( Maybe, they are all paedophile for all you know because they might think I am not what I am, as in my age. Scary shit! =(
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Reached home and at night went gate hunting with Mama. My gate at home, seriously.... Cannot make it! And so we got the Gold one. Yay! New gate for the new year, finally! Alhamdulilah!
Till here, I am craving for some Beancurdddddd...
XOXO,
Princess Azie Anni ♥
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