Dear Diary,
It's 0119 hours and I can't sleep. There is too much things that is going in my head now and I don't even wish to let it out. I'm just bottling everything inside of me. Allah SWT loves me so much to have chosen me to go through such big obstacles in life.
The worse thing is to keep pretending that everything is okay when everything is rather not.
I give up pretending for now because it's tiring on my part. I give up fighting. I don't think I'm strong enough for now, not now.
Goodnight.
Back to sleeping late at night with tears.
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