3 Gigantic Cs

Dear Diary,

1223 hours

I'm down with the flu bug, as well as fever. I'm okay to have the flu though my nose keep leaking like a broken pipe..BUT as the mucus gets accumulated at your nose and throat especially, you'll get infected with a sore throat. And as all of you know, sickness & me doesn't go very well. So you can just picture me with my 3 gigantic Cs.

Crankiness

Crying

Cravings

Oh yes, I crave a lot when I'm unwell. That's when the nonsense kicks in. Lol! I craved for Fish Soup yesterday. Mee Siam this morning and now it has just past an hour I had Mee Siam, I am already craving for Nasi Lemak. Lol! Really hope I can recover faster. I've self-medicate myself with the best of knowledge on these 3 drugs.

Chlorpheniramine - To relieve my running rose that is literally running.

Difflam - To soothe and numb my throat

Ibuprofen - To bring down my fever

And I took 4life Trans-factor Plus pills to kick-start my immune system.

Enough of me being sick. Recently, I saw a lot of Facebook posts on couples like this and how people commenting them looking cute. Cute mehhh like this? Like spoil the picture only because the girl is that short. Lol! I'm saying other people but you see, that is how I stand on ground with D actually. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

 

So I think I will search for a much much higher heels when the date is nearing.

 

Anyway, found this on Facebook and I am sharing these for all you Brides and Grooms out there. The top 15 Malay Bridal Boutiques to consider when getting married.

 

http://malayweddingservices.com/top-bridal-shops/?utm_campaign=shareaholic&utm_medium=whatsapp&utm_source=mobile

 

But actually out of the 15, I only like 3 of it. Hehehehe!

 

2231 hours

 

A friend from Secondary school got married today. Syukur Alhamdulilah. His wedding card is so damn unique. It resembles those immigration white card before you travel out of the country. So you can have a good guess what my friend is working as already by now. Lol!

 

I am really more than honoured to receive Wedding invitation each time. I mean no obligation, to invite also can, not to invite also can, because no matter what, I will still pray the best for people. But the problem comes in when I'm always invited to a wedding where my close friends are not invited or not close to or don't even know the bride & groom. Yes, I must have this "many" friends that even my close friends are not close with. Lol! And it always always always happens to me.

 

It gives me this huge dilemma on how am I supposed to attend the wedding. Yes, I can bring D along but the problem is my boyfriend doesn't like attending this kind of thing. Haizzzz! Especially when he is working on that day like from morning or night shift. So leceh ah that man. Sometimes it annoys me so much, if for his friends semua boleh, semua no problem. But when it comes to me "See first lah. Insya'Allah lah." 1001 excuses. Yes, the best reply is always Insyaallah. Like it has been said, sebaik-baiknya jawapan adalah Insyaallah. But this man's Insyaallah is also another meaning = Kirim salam sudahhhhh.  And in my heart I'll be like "Teman sekejap pun tak boleh ke? Boleh mati ke ikut skejap. Lepas pergi makan balik what." Like everyone is also tired everyday too. Zzz! I still have to work, do house chores somemore. Hellooooooo?  

 

And I'm not that unreasonable okay, because I even offer to cab back and forth one. It's only nice to attend something when people invited you. I can't be asking my bestfriends because one is married and she got her own family day on weekend, and the other one, super shy nak mampus. And my other friends and girlfriends are Chinese. Zzz! Sooooooooo....tell me how, D is the ONLY person I can hope which is not very the hopeful. Plus, I don't like to not attend something when I'm invited.

 

Haizzzzzzzz. Dilemma lehhhhh. This man I tell you he always like to behave like this, I'm going to be a mak-mak mode on now. When his time come to get married and nobody wants to attend his wedding baru tahu ah! Then don't start questioning why people don't want to come. Kthanksbye!

 

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On second thought, I just thought that saying that is also jeopardizing my marriage. Because isn't D's wedding, my wedding too?  But I always attend people's wedding one sehhhh. Tskkk. K lah bye.

 

XOXO,

Princess Azie Anni ♥

New Moon

Dear Diary,

Haizzz! Don't want.

Current mood now. Current emotion now.

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My tummy hasn't been feeling quite good these few days, not too sure why. The aching I had this morning was even craaaaaa....zy. Couldn't even stand to walk. Being in the medical line always never help when things like this happen. When every inch of your body starts to ache or be in pain, we tend to think of the worse. No, we don't go to zero scale of thinking like muscle strain or whatever, we go deeper and think things like cancer and blah blah blah. This is Science and Medical students for you. But it isn't entirely our fault because this is what we were made to learn in school okay.

So you'll have people who brush us off from such thoughts. The only thing I could think of is my irregular meals that I'm having nowadays. I either skip breakfast & lunch and have only dinner, or have breakfast and skip lunch & dinner, or skip breakfast & dinner and only have lunch. Yes - 1 meal a day. On top of that I'll go for my running every night. I was just hoping that my crash dieting will work on me but I guess it needed some time to let my body get used to it. It's not like my first time doing this anyway. Call me unhealthy or whatsoever, but I just want to lose weight. It's a psychology thing I think? And I don't care if some people think I'm fat or some people think I'm thin. And the fact, I also don't give a hook if my boyfriend thinks I'm like a fragile small in size and tells me he prefer girls who are rather berisi (chubbier).

I don't give a freaking hook what people think or what you think about me, I'll decide what I want to be best, what I want to feel most. Bye.

XOXO,

Princess Azie Anni ♥

Sign that Deal.

Dear Diary,

I took the day off today from work to sleep in, as I was feeling a little bit tired these few days trying to settle the things I have to settle. Spent the morning relaxing like a taitai. HAHA! Just kidding. I still had to fold my clothes, wash the dishes and do house chores okay. After which, I cooked myself Maggie. Cheesy Ramen Noodle that Eileen actually gave to me before the New Year's to try.

The noodle was nice, though it smells really really cheesy but lucky it isn't too cheesy for me. Because I can't handle cheesy stuff. All in all, not bad but I wouldn't buy it just like how I will when it comes to that Spicy Korean noodle. Hehe! 

 

At the same time I end up watching Digimon episodes after episodes because my brother was watching them in the living room. : Digimon! Digital Monsters! Digimon are the champions!

So after my Maggie, I decided to refresh my email and I got a reply from Peti Solek TBR. I managed to finally secure an appointment with Peti Solek TBR. The moment they replied me at 1pm telling me that they slot me for an appointment at 2pm. Guess what? I jumped out from bed, get myself ready and cabbed all the way down to their bridal house at Bukit Batok, ALONE. Lol! Lucky, it wasn't that far for me since I'm also staying in the West.

I was greeted by Qee and Yaya. Omigod! Trust me, they are such nice wonderful people! At the same time, there was another bride too in the bridal room trying out the different gowns and baju. She was trying on all Linda Rafar's wedding baju collections. So pretty lahhhhh. I would have never thought I will feel this welcome when I reach there. Furthermore, I was alone because D still had an ongoing course, so making me feel at ease especially me being alone, is really a welcoming feeling. Couldn't ask for more. I love the people, their make-ups and their outfit BUT I find their package slightly pricey for me. Well maybe not to all BTB & GTB but to me it was. And they have like exclusive and non-exclusive outfit kind, so the exclusive kind you've got to do some top-ups just like Ishq by Norazee.  And I find myself liking all their exclusive kinda outfit. So imagine the topping up that I will need to do. As you know D and I are like trying to save cost because our wedding is like a year from now and we are like running out of time to save up, especially me lahhhh.

So you people out there who are planning to get married at a later year, PLEASE PLEASE save up from now on even though you don't have a boyfriend yet or whatever. Because if you're caught in this kind of situation like me, money will not be so much of an issue already.

But anyway, I still kept my options open hoping to discuss this with D. Because you knowwwwwww, maybe I cannnnnnnnnnnnnn try hypnotizing my boyfriend into agreeing with me or you knowwww, help meeeeeee in this, help me pay the extra or what for Peti Solek TBR. HAHAHA!

After Peti Solek's, I cabbed back home and left home 2 hours prior D ending his course. Apparently, he texted me he'll finished an hour than expected. While waiting for him to look for me at Jcube, I had a Nutella + Banana Crepe from Neds Crepe.

It was okay-okay I guess? Since I'm not really a fan of crepe. Lol!

Took D even longer to look for me, he was going in circle at JCube, just like how he tried looking for me on our first date. Going round in circles. So by the time he found me, my crepe was like 3/4 eaten. He had some of the crepe (this part, we both can really have sweet tooth when it comes to dessert. Lol!) and after which we headed to Signature Bridal.

Funny how I find Signature Bridal not as friendly as Peti Solek TBR is.  But they have good deals package. The price is not too bad and they do not have like exclusive or non-exclusive outfits because they said, all their outfits are exclusive. LOL! They also have a videography and photography package but I've already set my eye on other Photography and Videography like PixelMuse, Photoblisscinema, DShootz, Theme Photography, Diziq Vidz Motion Pictures, The ProjectPixel etc etc etc but I'm always sourcing for a cheap cheap one so that I don't spend so much. Lolols!

And as you all know, I sign up for a Post-Wedding Photoshoot package with Signature Bridal during the expo period and you should have seen the look on D's face when he saw the invoice paper that I signed and putting on the deposit during the expo when he wasn't around. HAHAHAHA! I even happily put his name down there on the Groom's part macam tak bersalah ah gitu. Lalalalala!  And he just kept looking at me and the invoice paper, non-stop and went "Ewahhh wahhh, pandai-pandai aje eh you, main sign, main deposit aje." HAHAHAHAHA! True what, if I wait for him, we'll never secure a post-wedding package sehhhhhhh because he is not the kind who likes to take picture somemore. 

So at the end of the day, both D and I have made up our mind which Bridal and Photographer + Videographer we wanted. In one day today, we ebook and secure both bridal and both Video and Photography, with me making the most decision lah eh, as usual. But still, Syukur Alhamdulilah! It's almost 50% done now.

So I'm left to concentrate on the engagement part. Our engagement is not till the later part of the year. I kept teasing D telling him "I'm still a single lady on my birthday this year. I can still celebrate being attached to you but my last birthday being single. But by the time when it comes to your birthday, too bad, you'll be an engaged man already." LOL!

Till I blog again.

We signed the deal,

Azie Din ♥

Peti Solek vs Signature Bridal

Dear Diary,

I can't believe it will be this stressful to choose a wedding bridal. And honestly, I spend a lot of my time scrolling from one Instagram to the next and looking at one Bridal to the other. I even keep looking at their pictures when I'm awake, before I go to bed, during my free time, in the train while heading to work and coming back from work.  

And I have actually short-listed some few ones before, that interest me. Not in any order of likings.

1) The Wedding Brocade
2) Peti Solek TBR
3) Ishq by Norazee
4) Chantique The Wedding Gallery
5) Signature Bridal
6) Fatimah mohsin
7) Versariade

I immediately strike off Fatimah mohsin and Versariade off the list. LOL!  I have my reason why lah eh. So I was down to just these:- The Wedding Brocade, Peti Solek TBR, Ishq by Norazee, Chantique The Wedding Gallery and Signature Bridal.

After a while, I strike off Ishq by Norazee and Chantique The Wedding Gallery off and that left me with The Wedding Brocade, Peti Solek TBR and Signature Bridal. And hearing some of my friends who is getting married on 2017 but couldn't get the bridal they wanted as slots were fully booked, I faster email these bridal to ask for available slot on my wedding date.

Truth be told, The Wedding Brocade was already FULL. My goshhhhh! That left me with disappointment but I know I had 2 other more choices to choose from, either Peti Solek TBR and Signature Bridal when they told me they still had slot available slot on my wedding date. Having them fully booked also helps me minimize my problem in decision making.

But the problem is, I CAN'T DECIDE between...

 

Peti Solek TBR

or

Signature Bridal

I feel like crying thinking of these two, to the extend I even feel like even doing Solat Istikharah.  And no use asking D because he is the "I anything and sembarang pun boleh." kind. And even when I tried asking him, he did gave me that same exact reply. Tsk! Right of course. What do they wear? Just baju and pants, while we girls have like you know, songket lah, gown lah, hair styling lah, make-up lah etc etc etc. How I wish Mama is still around to advice me.

So, I did kinda you knowwwww hinted at D to ask if his parents, mom lah actually, if she have some inputs or anything. But he gave me that reply "My parents anything. Lagipun kita kan yang nak kahwin." So okay lorr. Maybe he doesn't get my hint that I wanted him to ask his mom for opinion, because moms will be very good at these kinda things. Lol! Plus I am very fickle-minded and I have a problem in decision making just like my father. I'll go around asking "hundreds" of people suggestions and opinions before deciding one.

Anyway,

The reason why I love Peti Solek TBR is because I am soooooo in love with their make-up. So va va voom! Their make-up is such beauty. Like a transformer, it really transform you. From an ugly duckling to a beautiful swan, beautiful Princess. Princess! Yes that kind. Hahaha! But I find their baju okay-okay only. Some is repetitive worn by many brides already. Plus I have strong liking towards wedding gown that has a flare-out bottom. So far, I haven't seen any brides wearing one that I like in their Instagram. So probably, I thought I should head down to their Bridal place to look out for more of their wedding gown collections.

Signature Bridal on the other hand, their make-up is okay, not too bad but their baju is just Oh-My-Gosh! Walaaaaaaa! I was like totally in love with their baju. I remember flipping through the albums at Expo and go "Wah! Cantik nya! Yang ni cantik! Wah I love this one! Wah wah wah!" practically at every pictures I see. LOLOLS! I was too happy that I sign up a Post-Wedding photoshoot with them because Adik & my BIL did a post-wedding photoshoot with them too and I love how their pictures turn out plus the baju they wear was so nice also.

So anyway, I left the bridal for my wedding day for further reconsideration between Peti Solek or Signature Bridal to choose from. Furthermore, to me both make-up and baju is very very important during the wedding.

So I did what I do best, I ask my colleagues around to look at Peti Solek TBR vs Signature Bridal pictures and Instagram, and ask which one should I pick. And so they come out with these reasoning:-

Peti Solek TBR definitely kill it off with their make-up but the problem is I am not the type who wears make-up, so unless if I'm the kind who always put on make-up, they will definitely be the best choice. My colleagues are afraid that I'll end up looking someone who I am not during my wedding day. Lol! Plus furthermore, when I see myself in thick make-up, I got this tendency to be in total shocked and I'll wipe it off. No idea why lah eh. While Signature Bridal have make-up that will suit me and make me look myself but they are afraid I will look "less" because I'm supposed to look like a Bride. LOL!

So does this even help?! LOL! It still leaves me confused and still leave me torn between these two bridal. Helppppp me!

Anyway, since D had a last minute course to attend for work. I managed to change my appointment timing for Signature Bridal at a later time slot for both D and I. But can't seem to find a nicer slot timing for Peti Solek TBR. It's either they have client on the timing I wanted or I can't make it on the timing or day they suggested. So do you think this is a sign? Hmmm...

But knowing me, I'll still try. I'll keep my options open and reconsider all before making my final decision. Till here my manager actually brought me Ginger tea since I drink Ginger tea to relieve menstrual cramps. Lol! I shall you know let things flow the way it's supposed to go. Some things I guess is just fated.

 

XOXO,

Princess Azie Anni ♥

 

2016 and back.

Hello back.

I finally find the time to write this space of mine. Not many know since I usually tweet more in Twitter than anywhere else. My Twitter is private, so don't bother looking for me because I won't bother accepting too. It's a rather private space for me with less followers who don't really care about my life and I like it that way. I tweet whatever I want including more personal things that I could refer back anytime I want.

Plus I've been busier than ever with work, doing more Sundays and Public Holidays. Oh yes, I sign up for Muay Thai classes too after work. Time to get that body in shape & tone.  Hehe! Thus being busy, makes me even harder to write long passages like blogging, when I was once an avid blogger during my teenage days and will always find time to blog no matter what. Tsk!

So now, I will TRY to discipline myself from now onwards to start writing, HOPEFULLY though I still fail to do it.

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Anyway, I am not sure if many know but D and I are heading to that direction. Heeee! Syukur Alhamdulilah. I have never once thought that we will come this far in life since compared to my previous relationship of 8 years, D and I are even barely 2.

But they say, kita merancang Allah SWT yang tentukan. If it is already written that D is my soulmate and I was "made" from his tulang rusuk, then in Allah SWT will, it shall be that way. Amin.

Thinking about this sometimes makes me feel like tearing away because I used to think that I won't get married because it feels like I won't end up with anybody else that I can just click. I have a problem having chemistry with people. Some people no matter how good they are, how nice, how rich, how educated, how good-looking they are, I just cannot click. And don't ask me why, I do not know it myself either. Sometimes I feel like slapping myself for not being able to click with people but I guess Allah SWT have His ways why I am like this.

With D, it was different. He was weird at the first meeting when we first dated  but surprisingly, I was able to click with him although there was NOTHING about him that I like. LOL! He was the total opposite of the kind of man I like or want to be with. Hehe!

And Wedding preparation is a no joke. There are just too many things to settle and I am not even kidding. D is the kind who wants to get married but don't know anything.  So, basically I did most of the work and gave him the break down of everything. Come to think about it, it is also a good thing because I find myself usually slightly dominant and I want things my way. If D is also that kind want things his ways and our ideas clashes, can you just imagine the number of tiff we will have? But thank you Allah, all he does is understand the things I want/I'm doing, agrees with me and pay. LOLOLS! But I also pay lah. We half-half k! And I don't think I am alone in this because almost all wedding vendors or booth I went during Expo, they all said the same thing when it comes to wedding, the BTB will be the one deciding and the GTB will be the one just agreeing and just pay. HAHA!

And hopefully we'll get the bridal thingy settle by next week because last minute D texted me he had to attend course on the day we have 2 bridal appointments. Tsk! So I have to re-schedule and email them to change the appointment. SAD SIA. But nevermind lah. Really hoping to get this settle once and for all and get it strike off my list, so I can concentrate on other important things.

Till here,

XOXO,

Princess Azie Anni ♥