One month has past that we have been engaged. It's true when people tell me that being engaged requires your highest patience of all patience in the whole wide world.
I did ask some people in particular about being engaged. For instance, my sister said she felt totally normal during that period of time. Like nothing lorrr. Like the usual when being in relationship. But many, okay a number of them (they didn't tell me what exactly happened) briefly telling me to 'BE PATIENT.' Could be third party, could be you just gotten "sick" of each other, could be the endless sensitive feeling and whatever that decides to fall into the picture.I have no idea but at this very period, I find myself easily flick and I became more and more sensitive. Every little thing D does, ANNOYS me, ANGERS me. Omigod! So terrible that I could literally punch him in the face. (I have been warned not to be abusive by my colleagues. HAHA! Not that I am, anyway.) Hahahaha! So and so, I even dream about him. And in the dream, I punched him. HAHAHA!
Subhanallah. But I have been granted the most patient person from Allah SWT ever. Just like my
mom, D is ever-patient with my nonsense. I don't know how he does it but he did it with love I'm supposed....Or with ignorant? Hahahaha! No lah. I'm sure it's love lah ehhh.
Honestly, I wasn't like this before.
So my poor fiancé is counting down to the number of months left to our wedding and hopefully, being married & seeing him everyday after that will make me happier and make things better, he thought. Although, I find no link how will things be better seeing him everyday? 
And how does my happiness link to seeing him everyday? Hmm.. BUT...I shall give him the benefit of the doubt lah okay. Lol!Talking about anger, recently a friend shared this link http://www.theearthchild.co.za/how-each-sign-of-the-zodiac-expresses-their-anger/ on Facebook on how different horoscope react when angry. I don't know how true this is for everyone but it is DEFINITELY 100% true for the both of us. HAHA! I'm the Gemini and D is the Virgo.
Gemini-
As you probably already know, Geminis are known as the Twins. You may as well flip a coin when it comes to how they’re going to react when in anger. They may seem completely calm and centered when their words of anger cut you to the core.
Geminis LOVE to talk. That’s usually what they do best. When in anger that does not change. When you piss off a Gemini, get ready to be chewed out. Anger may start as rudeness or sarcasm, but it can quickly change to screaming, yelling and throwing things.
Luckily, they don’t tend to stay angry for an extended period. As long as you don’t tell a Gemini what to do or how to act, they may be able to forgive and forget.
Hahahaha! Yes, when I'm angry + upset. I'm usually calm BUT my words are full of anger and hurt deeply. And then slowly when things got more heated up, that is when I'll talk non-stop. I will keep going and going and won't allow an explanation. I'm a horrible person when I'm angry. I'll just lash out, rude and sarcastic. When I'm really that angry, yes I scream, yes I yell. When it get really worse, yes, I do throw things. HAHAHA! But ONLY when it gets too extreme. For all I remember in my entire life I threw things at people only thrice. That was because those a**holes were calling me extreme names and involving my family in the picture when I didn't even disturb them. I don't just throw things at people when I'm angry, will never. No matter how angry, I won't let stupidity take control over me just like that, not if people provoke me to that extreme.
Virgo-
Virgos are one of the most patient and loving signs. They can take an unbelievable amount of abuse from people before they start showing signs of frustration and anger. They try to avoid doing so because they aren’t very comfortable expressing their anger. But when they need to let it out, their emotions can get very intense. Their anger can be so strong, you may even feel it from the other room.
Virgos are still quite passive aggressive when angry too. They usually avoid confrontation and arguments at all cost. They find it much easier to walk away when they are angry, rather than sticking around to scream it out.
Virgos are also very forgiving, and won’t really hold a grudge. Then again, they don’t tend to forget either. They are far less likely to trust someone after they realize their trust has been misplaced.
This I do agree too. It does says too that Virgo are patient people just like D. I can be rude and sarcastic to him and he can still take such an unbelievable amount of abuse from me. Lol! It's only when sometimes when I can get a little tooooooooo rude, then he will start showing his frustration and anger. But most of the time, he'll calm down again, avoiding confrontation and arguments at all cost. But when he is mad (rarely), yes, it's so strong that I can feel it from home even we're just texting each other from each other's house. HAHA! But when that happens, I'll usually will mellow down. They say when one is fire, the other should be water vice versa. Despite all that when I apologize, his reply is always "No matter how angry you get or make me upset, I will always forgive you sayang." Haiz! That's how forgiving he is. And I know he never hold grudgesbecause he never bring up things about the past, while sometimes, I can still dwell on a long time ago mistakes. Muahaha!
Till here, shall go for my run and produce more Endorphin. It's the best therapy to release stress at least.
XOXO,
Princess Azie Anni ♥
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