Audit done!

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If you people already hear the news…

YES, I PASSED MY AUDIT WITH FLYING COLOURS! Hahahaha! Not so much of a distinction because we had some deficiencies but I swear it went well. Only God knows how kanchiong I was today because I was supposed to reach lab by 7.30am but I reach like 7.50am! By the time the auditors were already down at the conference room ready to audit us. I panic that I even skip my breakfast, put on my lab coat and went to do my auditing.

Auditors was super nice :) and Alhamdulilah! I managed to answer all the questions they asked. And lastly, Boss was super happy and proud of me because yes, he said I did a good job in answering the entire question. For that, we will be given a $500 bonus + a 15% pay increment. ALHAMDULILAH! Something I wouldn’t ask for more, for now. =X HEHE! I probably could save and spend more now. Heee!

After the audit, work resumed. By the time my brain was already almost half deep fried because I gave my entire energy for audit and I was slowing down on my working site. I just couldn’t wait to end work and how I wish I could skip company’s dinner because all I could think was home & bed at that point of time. Lol!

But as the day got by, plus with this wonderful HOT Chocolate at Starbucks that was on my company, I felt a little bit better.

Straits Kitchen, Hyatt.

Had company dinner! I kept telling myself to keep eating because I felt uber full on my first round. My company spent like 60 bucks ++ per person for that, therefore, I HAD to make sure I eat more than just 1 round of food. I did not bad, 3 rounds of “main course” meal plus 2 rounds of desserts.

Oh, did I mention when I was taking one of the Kuih Lapis at the dessert section, one of the Chefs told me he would exchange my Kuih Lapis for a new fresh one. And my manager was super cute lah, she went “How come my colleague get a new fresh Kuih Lapis? I also want!” He gave this -_-‘ face and gave my manager a fresh one. LOL! Subsequently, he introduced me to a new dessert that they have which was nice, something like your saga seeds with sweet corn soup, vanilla ice-cream and your gula melaka but it was quite sweet lah. He personally handed the dessert to me, ignoring my senior & manager again. And my manager went “I think he has a thing for you Azie. How many more sleep Azie?” reminding me about my boyf. HAHAHAHA! I think that was cute. LOL!

While having dinner, I received a Facebook notification from the boyf. Glad that boy is coming back home in a few days time and is done with his outfield, driving and stuff. =) He will be heading to the City for some shopping. Yeahs! Now I feel how time flies! Felt it was going to take years for him to come back but now when I think about it, it just felt like last Saturday I send him to the airport. Hehe!

I wrote quite a long list on the things to buy for me at Aussie. Hehe! I have been to Aussie before and I know stuff that is only available there but not here in Singapore or anywhere. But too bad, he couldn’t get me certain thing like my Banana Boat Strawberry sun block lotion, because he is not allowed to carry any liquid by hand, and his duffel bag where he could carry liquid is flying back today. EKKK! Probably I’ll get them next time if I ever fly to Aussie again. But I managed to ask him get my Honeycomb biscuit from Woolsworth! Tell you it’s to die forrrrrrr! I did ask him to buy me a couple back home so I could share with people I love. Yummeh!

Till here, I glad I don’t have to wake up so early tomorrow. Audit is done and now I’m just waiting for Thursday to fetch the boyfriend! And I can never thank ALLAH S.W.T enough for today! :) Alhamdulilah! Amin!

2 days to his return!
3 more sleeps till my knight returns!

XOXO,
Princessazie Bella<3
Elena Gilbert(:

All the best, A

¨°o.O (Post) O.o° 2115 hours

I have been working hard this month which include every Saturdays & Sundays too. Tell me about it! The only day that I didn’t come to work was on that 2 weekends when I send the boyf off to Aussie & plus 1 or 2 days leave I took here & there which was also filled with stuff to do. There wasn’t any rest at all for me and only God knows how exhausted, worn-out, fatigued I am right now.

This month has been quite special for me I would say. With audit around the corner, I had to do more stuff at work to ensure everything is in tip top condition. And I squeezed myself in between work to spend quality time with the boyf before he heads to Aussie even though I was seriously dead tired. And after days and days of transforming myself into one of these transformers robot, I hope my effort will be paid off, Insyaallah. So before the month actually comes to an end. This week will put all my misery, restless day to an end. Insyaallah!

FIRSTLY, tomorrow is the day of my audit and I hope everything will go well. I really want to do well and get things right because I have been giving my WHOLE energy out on this as well as my colleagues, not wanting everything to be gone to waste. And followed by company dinner at Straits Kitchen, Hyatt Hotel in the evening! So I want ALL SMILES at the dining table! =)

SECONDLY, this is the biggest highlight. The fat boy is coming home on Thursday. Probably he already lose weight now? I wish! -_-‘ Only God knows. He ate Kangaroo meat today! EEE! And this put an end to my single life, which I’m happy about it. =) Back to wearing our couple rings, back to having companion to wherever I go, back to those normal quarreling days, I’m SURE! -_-‘ But most importantly, you know whatever you do, wherever you go, at the end of the day, there is ALWAYS someone who loves you and wants to do and share everything with you. Hopefully! *Roll eyes*

Since my boyf doesn’t wish me good luck for my tomorrow’s audit. Hopefully my readers out there would. Just give me a little ‘All the best’. I’m already happy enough. HEHE! Goodnight!

“I'm coming home
I'm coming home
Tell the World I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Tell the World that I'm coming... home”

3 days to his return!
4 more sleeps till my knight returns!

XOXO,
Princessazie Bella<3
Elena Gilbert(:

Short Attention Span

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I seriously have such a *#@$$*!! SHORT ATTENTION SPAN!

I’m supposed to be studying for my Audit but I can actually move from doing one thing to another. Stupid Facebook for being such a distracter! Stupid songs for making me sing when I’m not even supposed to sing.

Let’s Go…
Yeah
You’re Listening Now
They Say They Ain’t Heard Nothing Like This In A While
That’s Why They Play My Song On So Many Different Dials
Cause I Got More Hits Than A Disciplined Child

So When They See Me Everybody Brrrrrap’s, Brrrrrraps
Man I’m Like A Young Gun Fully Black Barrack
I Cried Tear Drops Over The Massive Attack
I Only Make Hits Like I Work With A Racket And Bat
Look At My Jacket And Hat

So Damn Berserk
So Down To Earth
I’m Bringing Gravity Back
Adopted By The Major I Want My Family Back
People Work Hard Just To Get All Their Salary Taxed

Look Im Just A Writer From The Ghetto Like Malory Blackman
Where The Hells All The Sanity At, Damn
I Used To Be The Kid That No One Cared About
Thats Why You Have To Keep Screaming Till They Hear You Out

Gosh! I REALLY NEED MY FULL CONCENTRATION! Okay, that’s it. I’m off to bed. *Carries notes to bed. I might catch migraine soon, this is horrible. Zzz!

Oh oh, boyf actually posted on my wall “If you want me to buy anything just tell me okay.” Wahh! That is a very good sign. Super good sign. Hint hint. I might need to make a list on what to buy. *Generate super long list. HEHE!

4 days to his return!
5 more sleeps till my knight returns!

XOXO,
Princessazie Bella<3
Elena Gilbert(:

5 more days & he'll be home!

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(So jet lagged)

What time is it where you are?
(I miss you more than anything)
I'm back at home, you feel so far
(Waiting for the phone to ring)
It's getting lonely living upside down
I don't even want to be in this town
Trying to figure out, the time zone's making me crazy

You say good morning when it's midnight
Going out of my head, alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's driving me mad, I miss you so bad
And my heart heart, heart is so jet lagged
Heart heart, heart is so jet lagged
Heart heart, heart is so jet lagged
Is so jet lagged

What time is it where you are?
(Five more days and I'll be home)
I keep your picture in my car
(I hate the thought of you alone)
I've been keeping busy all the time
Just to try to keep you off my mind
Trying to figure out, the time zone's making me crazy

You say good morning when it's midnight
Going out of my head, alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's driving me mad, I miss you so bad
And my heart heart, heart is so jet lagged
Heart heart, heart is so jet lagged
Heart heart, heart is so jet lagged
Is so jet lagged

I miss you so bad
(I miss you so bad)
I miss you so bad
(I miss you so bad)
I miss you so bad
(I wanna share your horizon)
I miss you so bad
And see the same sun rising
I miss you so bad
Until the hour hand is back to when you're home with me

You say good morning when it's midnight
Going out of my head, alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's driving me mad, I miss when you say
Good morning when it's midnight
Going out of my head, alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's driving me mad, I miss you so bad

And my heart heart, heart is so jet lagged
Heart heart, heart is so jet lagged
Heart heart, heart is so jet lagged
Is so jet lagged

(Is so jet lagged)

5 days to his return!

XOXO,

Princessazie Bella<3

Elena Gilbert(:

10 things before I die

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Anyway, I was reading Cousin Nadiah’s blog the other time regarding her few things ‘I want to do before I die’. Well, I’ve wrote that long time ago like 2-3 years ago in my little book titled ‘100 things I want to do before I die’. Some of them I’ve accomplished like,

Getting car license, study at least with a Diploma or higher if possible, to work and gain at least a year or more experience, ride in an airplane, wearing bee-key-knee, to dine in at hotels’ restaurant, do manicure & pedicure, hair extension, get an iPhone and blah blah blah…

I still have more to accomplish but for right now, let me just share at least 10 things that I want to do before I die, they are not in any order of importance and I still have 190 and maybe more to go as I grew older? God knows, =)

1) Have my own room

2) Designing my own room like a PRINCESS room! Hehehe!

3) Have a bike license

4) Have my own bike, my own car & ride, drive on my own

5) To travel to more places such as Hawaii, Los Angelos, Armsterdam, New York and many more. I really want to go there badly! Probably head to Aussie again with my family this time!

6) To learn Mandarin language

7) Learn how to cook super good food just like my mom

8) To get married

9) To have children of my own with the man I married with ;)

10) Solat jemaah with my family

Well, despite all those, there are definitely things that I want to do before I die that I will never be able to accomplish them. Like having a Caucasian boyfriend, haha! Swear I wanted this ever since young! HAHA! Boyfriend only, not husband! To be a millionaire and what else? I couldn’t think of any right now but I have plenty of them. Lol!

6 days to his return!

XOXO,
Princessazie Bella<3
Elena Gilbert(:

Deepavali visiting!

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I had fun time going for Deepavali visiting today. Went to Ressal’s house first and we feasted on seriously to die for food. The Nasi Briyani, Chappati & etc etc etc that Ressal’s dad cook was superbly awesome. And his grandpa seriously enlightens the surrounding with his repeat mode asking questions. Lol!

After which, met my girlfriends Hana, Pag & Aishah and we headed off to Nithia’s house at Jurong. The food & mutton was sooooooo good and his dad cooks too! Be jealous peopleeeee because I feasted on good food today.

We played ‘Upwords’ after lunch and I really had a good laugh over the stupid nonsense words we all tried to build. HAHA! Catch the pictures & video in my Facebook. =) And yes, we are all planning for a short getaway to Phuket, Bintan or whatever you name it. Seriously, I need to get away from this stressful and fast-pace life of Singapore. I want to go elsewhere for sight-seeing and enjoy a wonderful relaxing life. You’ll be surprised when I was at Aussie last time, everything there was so much stress free and more relax compared to Singapore. Lol! I don’t want to age just yet. Hehe!

And I’m back to work tomorrow but half-day! I really cannot wait for my massage appointment tomorrow at Johor Bahru because I seriously need one! To add on, tomorrow is PAY DAY, AWESOME DAY!

7 days to his return!

XOXO,
Princessazie Bella<3
Elena Gilbert(:

Happy Deepavali

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My family all left home to watch ‘Paranormal Activity 3’ movie leaving me alone to watch online movie by myself. Hurhur! Watched ‘The Blind Side’ yesterday & ‘Hachiko: A Dog’s Tale’ today. And somehow after watching the movie, I wish I could meet with Micheal Oher’s family given the chance and I would like to go to Japan and visit Hachiko’s Dog statue at Shibuya station. They were both amazing story! =)

Thank God it’s holiday tomorrow. I’m so tiredddddddd & exhaustedddd already. I really need my rest tomorrow and super good massage on Thursday. Yeahooo!

Anyway to all the Indians out there that are celebrating Deepavali,

Thank you so much for the holiday and yes, heading to Sissy boyfriend’s, Ressal house tomorrow for Chapatti (Indian running in their blood) and etc etc etc and then heading off to Nithia’s house for Deepavali.

Did I mention there is this cute Fedex delivery guy? ^^ He ask for my name and he is just super cute lahh. Okay sudahhh, I’m attach remember! I must seriously stop this mentel attitude from now onwards. What to do, this happens when you’re strictly Gemini. Gosh!

Okay, sleep tight everybodyyyy.

8 days to his return!

XOXO,
Princessazie Bella<3
Elena Gilbert(:

Cheated

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I find it fucking childish when someone deletes me off Twitter or Facebook when they quarrel over something. Like wtfuck?! Are you in primary school or what?!

And who cares if you’re going to have a boyfriend after this or whatever shit that is going to happen to your life. I seriously don’t give a damn you know. It’s your life you can do whatever shit you want. I know I shouldn’t care a lot also since like I said I can’t be bothered with your life after this and deleting me off Twitter & Facebook shouldn’t matter.

But the problem is I just felt cheated with the friendship we have form before. It just means you were friend with me because you were with him last time and now that you’re not with him, you decide to throw people that are close to him. I felt totally cheated that all these while you befriended me because of HIM and not because you were sincere.

And this is not the 1^st time I felt cheated!

The other time I trusted someone so much, we kind of share almost everything with each other from happy stuff, sad stuff and even problems that we faced. Apparently when the person left, she said she wanted to do ‘A’ but we received a call and realized she was doing ‘B’.

Like again I said, I don’t care whatever a person wants to do to their life after leaving but the problem is I FELT CHEATED! When people tell me something, I believe it because I trust that person so much. And when I hear another thing from another person, it just makes me think again, why did I even trust you so much to even believe you in the first place? Did you really try to be nice to me because of something or someone and wasn’t even sincere at all?

I FUCKING HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE DO THAT.

I HATE THE FEELING OF PEOPLE CHEATING ME & BEING CHEATED LIKE THIS!

9 days to his return!

XOXO,
Princessazie Bella<3
Elena Gilbert(:

Sekali Lagi

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Ratings: 5/5 Popcorns

Super sweet movie! I just tear throughout the movie.

Nowadays my brother is really being such a ‘______’. I feel that he has change. He is like no longer the same brother I knew. I hate his friends! The problem doesn’t lie in my dad but he is the ONLY problem. I FUCKING HATE HIS FRIENDS. If they happen to read this, yes you ASSHOLE people. I FUCKING HATE YOU ALL! Give me back my brother.

Anyway, my knight contacted me earlier this morning. I was super excited, the moment I saw his notification from my iPhone, I literally jump out of bed and switch on the laptop to talk to him. I really miss him so much! =(

And at night he called me again. We managed to talk for a bit while before he told me he had to go because his credit is running out. I wanted to talk longer but he said it can wait till he reaches home. EKKK! Gerammmm!

Next week, next week! He is coming back next week! And I cannot wait. I want to do everything with him. I want to pay back all the days that we haven’t got to meet each other. I want to be 24 hours with him. ^^ I miss when he cuddles me in his arm, his warm kisses all around (please don’t puke people) but all in all, I just love his big warm teddy hug.

I MISS YOU, DEAR! Cannot wait!

10 days to his return!

XOXO,
Princessazie Bella<3
Elena Gilbert(:

Expo & Sims 2

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Had to work today and I was pretty much tired. My whole body was aching horribly and just as I thought I wanted to rest at home, mom kind of pestered me to accompany her to Expo. I could have just gone straight from work but I was wearing my high waist shorts and it’s not really nice because mom is wearing tudung and I’m wearing as such. So, I told her I’ll head home first to change.

Went home to change and felt a little bit lazy to leave the house and dad was nagging so and so, that mom had waited for me to reach home just to go out together. So yes, I did go out eventually to accompany mom to Singapore Expo despite the sulking face initially.

From baby apparel sale, to bedrooms and furniture, food and IT stuff sale. Not bad! But the travelling wise is just oh super time-consuming! Anyhoos, despite the lengthy travelling distance, I managed to get myself some PC games. Yes, my ALL TIME FAVOURITE! At a cheaper price some more! And as soon as I get my pay next week, I’m so going to splurge another $40 for Sims Pets & Sims Business Edition. It’s definitely worth my money!

Too bad, they don’t have Sims 1 because if they do, I would definitely want to get them too! And soon after, I’m going to get Sims 3! =) But before that, I have to splurge money to get myself a new laptop because I think my old laptop is dying. Please wait for 2 more years dear lappy! I love you!

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It has been 5 freaking longgggg days that the boyfriend hasn’t been contacting me. =( I feel so sad, so lost without him. I don’t even know what he is doing, has he been eating right? Have he been driving a lot? Does he have enough rest, enough sleep? Drink enough water? And just everything in the world I could think of. Is he thinking about me like how I’m thinking of him every night? Does he feel worried about me like how I am feeling so worried about him because we’re not contactable for days? =’(

Where are you dear? This feeling of uncertainty is the worst of all feelings in the world and the last thing I would want to feel but here I am going through it. Painful, definitely it is! I keep convincing myself that I can do this. Every night I tell myself I would be able to go through the next day waiting for his return. I just need him to call me and tell me he is fine. I need to hear his voice and listen for myself! Please Allah, grant my wish. =’(

And if this carries on for another 1 or 2 days, I bet I won’t be able to breathe anymore. Haiz! I always pray for your safety without fail dear. I miss you so much. Come back home quick. =’(

11 days to his return!

XOXO,
Princessazie Bella<3
Elena Gilbert(: