Send the boyf to the airport today because he will be heading down to Aussie for Wallaby exercise 2011 at Rockhampton. Gosh! I have never been away from him for so long, like this long..
7 hours apart by distance on airplane,
3 hours time difference and,
Miles and miles away from each other.
Ya Allah, please give me the strength to carry on with this life till he returns back on the 3rd or 4th of November. 3 freaking weeks! I don't know how I'm going to do this but Insyaallah, I can and I will.
I know boyf doesn't like it if I'm being like this but I can't help it. =( I'm so emotionally unstable and dysfunctional without him around. He is like the air that I breathe, the food that I eat, the song that I listen to, the scenery that I see, the water that I bath, the bed that I sleep in, the clothes that I wear, the blanket that covers me when I'm cold, basically he is like my EVERYTHING. Can you see that?! My EVERYTHING!
And he told me the only and one thing that he worries about when he leave to Australia is none other than 'Me'. I was kind of touch when he said that because at least I know he cares. And even when at the airport, he told me countless times to take good care of myself. He feels worried if I won't be able to take good care of myself. Sometimes I'm being pampered by him like that, till I can't even stand on my own feet. Garh!
Anyhoos, I think he probably reach Rockhampton around 9 to 10pm here in Singapore? And 1-2am there in Aussie? Hmm..I'm just going to wait for his call. Till here people.
I'm still feeling emotionally unstable & dysfunctional.
XOXO,
Princessazie Bella<3
Elena Gilbert:(
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