Cry.

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I'm truly bruly fruly mruly...glad that I'm off tomorrow. I guess I really deserve all the rest and off for all the hard work I've done! :)

And the bird poo yesterday must have brought me some good luck. Not that I really believe on all these but somehow it did happen! Things went well at work, no problem, no stress and no nothing. And my Manager actually said she asked Boss if we could have another round of bonus and Boss agreed. Alhamdulilah! But seriously, given a choice, I would rather have a pay increment rather than a bonus.

After work, the boyf surprised me by fetching me at work. I didn't expect so much from him because yes, as you all know he doesn't do what he preach MOST OF THE TIME and empty promises always. It was lucky that my work shuttle bus was full, so I had to walk all the way to Orchard MRT. Half way through, I saw this familiar guy walking towards my work building and guess who?! Yes, the boyf. -_-'

We somehow already made plans ahead the other day to visit his auntie, Mak Itam at NUH. So, we decide to give the Circle line a try. Initially, we wanted to board the train from Botanical Garden station but only God knows the entrance from Botanical Garden (near Gleneagles Hospital) to the MRT station is like half an hour walk. We discuss this and that, that we finally made a decision to board the Circle line from Farrer Road instead.

Sure enough, we board from Farrer Road and then headed down to Kent Ridge station. I truly love the new accessible Circle line. It is so hassle freeeeeeee and easyyy! We used to complain how hard it is to head to NUH since there was no bus and etc but now with the new Kent Ridge Station, it's just so easy pitsy! =D

While visiting his auntie, she made it sound like as if boyf is going away for so many years like that. =( It makes me feel so scared and sad each time when someone had to remind me that but well, it's the fact, he is flying off to Australia in just a few days more. I had to be reminded and damn, I still haven't written his letters yetttttt!

After visiting, we had supper with 2 kaya toast plus hot Milo at NUH canteen. It was just enough for me but the boyf brought me to Golden Wings at Yew Tee to have a proper dinner. I chose Chicken Rice which I ate like half of the rice and boyf finish half of it even though he have eaten quite a lot of food. -_-'

<3: Why didn't you finish your food?
Azie: No appetite. Feel like vomiting, have mine then.
<3: Why?
Azie: I'm not sure =( I usually have this thingy like at least few times in a month. I must be sick. There must be something somehow that is wrong with me.
<3: I guess it's just your menses, it makes you feel that way.
Azie: Well, I hope so.

Anyhoos, after the still improper meal, I headed home by bus even though the boyf wants to send me home. The reason why is because each time when he send me home, he forgot to text me that he is already at home and his stupid phone is always on silent. It never fail to make me worried sick like a crazy woman thinking why wasn't he reach home yet, where has he gone to or whatever happen to him each time he does that.

Azie: I think I'm going to be sick.
<3: Go home and have some rest okay? See! You are every time skipping dinner and you don't have enough sleep too. You're always sleeping late.
Azie: Yah. =( I'm about to dieee.
<3: Yes you will if you continue to not eating and doing whatever you're doing now!
Azie: OH! And perhaps when that happens, you would be the happiest guy ever.
<3: Of course not! Why should I? When whatever you're doing is troubling people.
Azie: No I don't. I don't trouble anyone if that happens. It's me, not anyone else.
<3: Yes of course! Your family, your friends and I, the one that love you the most, would feel the most troubled!
Azie: So does that mean you love me? Hehehe!
<3: Of course!

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<3: I don't feel like going to Aussie. =(
Azie: I wish you hadn't had to go too. =( But it's okay, take it as an opportunity for you to fly somewhere far and experience them. Trust me, I had the same feelings too when I wanted to go Aussie the last time but when I reach there, I enjoyed myself.
<3: Yours was with school, a bit more of leisure, mine is training.
Azie: Then just count the number of days for you to go home, time will fly that way. Without you knew it, you're already flying back home.
<3: Yes hopefully, thank you dear.
Azie: Most welcome :) I still haven't finish writing your surprise.
<3: What surprise?
Azie: It won't be a surprise if I tell you what it is. Already it's not a surprise since I am now telling you now that I will be giving you a surprise. -_-'
<3: What is it? Tell me please.
Azie: It's a surprise. Some cheap things. Hopefully you'll like it.
<3: Of course I do, everything that you do, I love them.
Azie: I love surprises. Do you? Do you like it if I surprise you?
<3: And do you like it if I surprise you?
Azie: Of course!
<3: Me too of course. I love the expression of your face when you're surprise. I still remember the Swensen cake & Ice Cube cafe surprised, you look super shocked and amazed. Hahaha!
Azie: Thank you for that. =) I totally love it. That was the best surprise ever! The longest surprise I ever wanted to ever have! =')
<3: I love you dear.
Azie: And I definitely love you too.
<3: You make me want to cry.
Azie: But really, it was so special to me.

And something touched my heart...the boyf really tear. The last time he cried for me when we were like only 2 to 3 months together, 6 years back? His heart is made of stone, trust me, he don't easily let tears roll down his cheek for nothing. Even when I was admitted at the hospital being sick, he didn't even cry for me. So sad right?! So now, if he tears, it must be really something that really touches his heart or something he really feel for. And today mark the 2nd time he actually cried for me. =')

XOXO,
Princessazie Bella<3
Elena Gilbert(: