Twilight Saga, The End.

Dear Diary,

I finally catch Breaking Dawn Part 2 today after it released on 22nd November! =DD I cannot really do the rating for Twilight Saga movies because I'm a die hard fan of Twilight and doing the ratings will only mean that I am a bias critique. Lol! But I will still do the ratings. HAHA!

10/5 Popcorns!

Renesmee is seriously adorable! I hope my future daughter is as pretty as her! HEHE!

Hmm..Where do I start? Firstly, I would like to thank my girlfriends Aishah & Amanda for introducing Twilight to me. ;)

It all started back then during my Polytechnic days. Aishah and Amanda apparently has read all the 4 books and they were into it. I have always hear them talking about this Twilight book thingy and getting all excited in class and more excitement when they knew they were making a movie out of it. I didn't really pay much attention to the excitement. Well, most of the time, I always choose not to be excited over anything or get involve with any "IN" thing that is going around like Gossip girl for example K-pop for now because I just don't like it. I can't be bothered to be excited about anything like this but eventually I fall into one. HAHA!

But apparently, I have girlfriends who like to influence me to the very core. Lol! Like how they managed to influence me to watch Harry Potter 6: Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince with them in the movie and feed me with Harry Potter 1-4 DVDs over the school holidays for me to watch, so that I could catch Harry Potter 7 Part 1 and 2 with them again, which I did and I enjoy it too as well.

Firstly, they made me attend the Twilight Singapore event, whereby Aishah is one of the coordinator and Twilight fans will attend this small convocation with a theme. And then we will answer questions to win Twilight prizes from T-shirt, to magnetic fridge token and definitely to win tickets to catch the movie premier itself before anyone else. I still remember Amanda was the one who helped us to answer most of the questions since she read the book and end up we won so many movie preview to watch Twilight. Hehe!

Twilight Preview - 2008.

At Shaw Lido, we were told to wear the Twilight T-shirt together with the Twilight Singapore crew, we took pictures together before the movie started. We even invited most of our family members and friends to come watch it too because we had so many preview tickets. So can you just imagine the hype we had? It was in the movie theatre, we were told to shout the name of the characters that we love in Twilight. I had no idea of course because I didn't read any of the book but was drag to watch it. Haha! I still remember both Amanda and Hana shouted 'James', while Aishah shouted 'Jacob'. I kinda know some of the characters name like only Bella & Edward because I usually overheard conversation of Twilight from Amanda & Aishah. Apparently, no one shouted Edward or Bella and so I shouted their name out loud in the cinema.

When the movie was about to start, everybody just scream & squeal and after a while it came with a long shhhh and everyone went quiet yet I can still feel the atmosphere was filled with excitement which I totally enjoy.

Half-way watching, I couldn't understand some part, so I had to ask Amanda this & that. Haha! I couldn't ask Hana because she hadn't read the book yet. And gladly, Amanda filled me up a bit on what was going on. Because you have to basically read the book to understand the movie generally. I was like is this a vampire or were-wolves movie? A bit too confused. And after the movie ended I find it so interesting that I wanted to know and read more.

Aishah gave me a PDF version of Twilight Saga to read. Which I read them on and off during school break and at home without fail. And after a while, when e-reading hurts my eye, Aishah lend me her Twilight book to read. The book was just super awesome! Full of emotions and it felt like as if I was Bella and I just couldn't stop reading. HAHA! After reading the book I re-watch the movie again and I totally understand the whole thing now. I even had cut out  It didn't stop there, I continue on to read New Moon.

With that, I was officially a Twilight convert. I was Bella and I was totally in love with Edward Cullen. ;)

New Moon Preview - 2009

This time round, I read New Moon book first, that Aishah had lend me before going for the preview. And again we attend another convocation to win the preview tickets. But sadly, luck wasn't really on my side because we only managed to win a pair of preview tickets which Amanda could only bring either me or Hana along. Aishah will always get to attend the preview because she is from the Twilight Singapore crew and they are always being spared the preview tickets. Hehe! And apparently, Aishah had no more preview tickets to give out just like that.

So they held this Bella-look-alike contest which I was made to join by Hana & Amanda to win the preview tickets since I was the only one who likes Bella than anybody else did. Haha! I don't know what got into me but I did. I dress up like Bella with the help of Hana & Amanda. I slightly curl my hair making it wavy, wearing jeans, covered shoes, denim long jacket and center part my hair (which stuck to me until now, I used to have side fringes) and join the contest. I managed to get into the finals which I then lost. Hehe! Still, gotten into the finals, I won myself a pair of preview tickets. Yayness!

Eclipse Preview - 2010

This time we all have graduated from polytechnic, we stop attending Twilight convocation any more because Hana has already started working and Amanda was enlisted into the Army. And as for me, I only started work. With the busy schedule that the 3 of us had, we couldn't attend the convocation. I still remember sitting in my work pantry every lunch time, joining contest from the Paper just to win preview tickets to Eclipse.

At the same time, that very year, I held my 21st Birthday party and one of the BEST present that I got was from Amanda because she gave me a full collection of Twilight Saga books. I was seriously happy to the core that other present don't matter any more. Haha! I read Eclipse to catch up before the release of the movie.

And I guess Edward was on my side too because I won a pair of preview tickets to catch Eclipse! Eclipse had two place for a preview, one in Shaw Lido and the other one was at Bugis. I won the preview tickets at Bugis and Mama was the one who accompany to watch with me since Hana couldn't make it and Azmi was also in the Army.

Breaking Dawn Part 1 - 2011

No more convocation and I didn't win any preview tickets any more. So Hana & her boyfriend, Tim and Azmi & I, bought tickets to catch Breaking Dawn Part 1 when it was first released. It took me a while from reading Eclipse to Breaking Dawn. I only finished Breaking Dawn like a few weeks before the movie released? Work was really taking a toll on me. Lol!

Breaking Dawn Part 2 - 2012

And finally! Like again, no more convocation and I didn't win any preview tickets any more The day I have been waiting waiting for! I finally get to watch it. The movie was awesome of course and I am so watching it for the 2nd, 3rd, 4th time and so forth! Hehe!

I actually watched Twilight for 18 times, New Moon 2 times, Eclipse 5 times, Breaking Dawn Part One 2 times. Lol! I even have their scores songs. Oh mine! Hehe!

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I can never thank Twilight enough for anything and my girlfriends as well for introducing me into this good movie. Twilight somehow grow with me for the past 4 years and it has been great! Each year is full of anticipation for me looking forward to its movie and I don't know now that it has come to an end, I will not much anticipate to watch any movies like how I would for Twilight. :)

And it was because of Twilight too, I have always believed that I will find a fair, charming, romantic yet full of love boyfriend just like Edward Cullen. After all, I'm Bella right? Hehe! In Shaa Allah! And vampire has always been my favourite ever since I was young. I don't know. I have always wanted to become one! Hahahaha!

As on today also, I am no longer Bella because Twilight has come to an end. Hehe! Yes, can you imagine I had that name for 4 years already and people actually thought my name was Bella and call me Bella instead of Azie lah. Hehe!

Till here, leave you with some of my collections/pictures/screenshot over the years on Twilight! :))

Much described like me.

Mouse pad.

I am a true fan. :) Sorry if you're not.

XOXO,
Princessazie Bella ♥
Elena Gilbert(:

Internal Audit Company's Dinner @ Sakura

Dear Diary,

I finally managed to reconcile with my long lost "auntie" through Facebook! :) The last time we saw each other was like probably 13 years ago? Glad that we finally get to catch up a little and she is currently doing well in Sydney. I have a mix caucasian niece over at Aussie and she's really pretty!

After Zoei & I accompanied Jie Min to find her a dress for her commissioning dinner with her Mr. Officer friend next month. And the dress she bought from New Look was seriously gorgeous but they only have two sizes left which obviously I couldn't fit in, because if I could, I would have buy them also. Zzz!

And my main purpose here is practically to update on my recent internal audit company's dinner at Sakura, Dhoby Ghaut. Dinner was good, well at least for me and not the rest. Maybe it's because I'm not that type of person who is hard to please especially when it comes to food. I appreciate food easily no matter how nice or not nice they are. After all, they are food. Here we are having sumptuous dinner while people out there are struggling just to get a plate of rice.

Anyway, I kinda starve myself without food before the dinner. No breakfast and lunch was just an apple & honeydew that I bought at the nearby mall next to the office. So you can just imagine by 1530 hours, my stomach was already growling, screaming in hunger. I feel like I could passed out any time and I was told to complete some write ups on the laboratory Standard Operating Procedures and I just had to stop.

Azie: I don't think I can continue writing SOP any more. =(
Manager: Why?
Azie: I'm too hungryyyyyyy. I see double words and mixed words.\
Manager: Can I say something?
Azie: No.
Manager: I still choose to say something. May I?
Azie: No.
Manager: Let me just say this. You asked for it.

Ahuh. Apparently, when we had our conversation, the Pathlab dispatch man came into the office, which then I made my way to the wash room to wash my face.

Dispatch: Eh eh, kenapa muka dia monyok aje. Lapar ehhh.
Azie: Hah, yah.
Dispatch: Kenapa tak call I tadi? Kalau tak I boleh juga I belikan something for you.

First thing, I don't have his phone number. Second thing, I wouldn't do that even if I'm that hungry. But I still think that was really really nice of him to offer. :) We don't have much gentleman around nowadays. And talking about gentleman, I had this conversation with a friend before,

Shafiq: What are you doing?
Azie: Having my tea break.
Shafiq: What are you having?
Azie: Tea. Teh Susu.
Shafiq: You made?
Azie: Nope. My secretary usually made us tea in the morning tea break.
Shafiq: Could you do me a favour?
Azie: What is it?
Shafiq: Could you please thank her for me, for filling you up with tea every morning.

Sweet thang! And without further ado, the pictures!

My first grab, the sushi bar.

And then moving on to the rice, noodles & more vegetables. I was craving for broccoli and egg and they got them there too!

My already stopping serving. I don't want to lose out on the Salmon! And they have the fried crouton which is my favourite and the new thing, fried ball durian. It was the bomb! I put the ball all at once in my mouth and it kinda pop like poppers (ondeh-ondeh)

4 Pax of people = 1 lobster served.

They served Ben & Jerry's ice-cream for goodness sake. And since I'm a 100% Ben & Jerry's fan who hasn't taste all their flavour yet besides, Cookie Dough, Cookies&Creams and their Chocolate Therapy. So, I decided to try all the flavours that was available.

4 bowls of Ben & Jerry ice-cream I had! And talking about 4 bowls of ice-cream, there isn't any problem. But the problem comes in when I'm like glucose "intolerance". The more glucose consumption I have, I tend to become "high" like as if I've been drinking alcohol. Haha! I first realised this when I first drank Redbull. It really gave me wings. Haha!

And Zoei really love the jelly! Lol!

So by the time when we were about to go home, I had sugar rush. So I end up doing nonsense things which half the time I know what I'm doing but I can't stop myself to. And I kind of hug the pole in the middle of nowhere.

Truly enjoyed myself there and as I'm writing this, my eyes is almost half-closed and I kept typing in the wrong words and seeing double.

GOODNIGHT!

P.S: Azmi found a job. This has to changed.

XOXO,
Princessazie Bella ♥
Elena Gilbert(:

Kung Fu Master

Dear Diary,

So my colleagues had a great day teasing the Princess at work, all sorts of comments. I really thought I had a nice dark blue long sleeve top on today, which look a little bit of Cheong Sam looking and I kind of clipped my fringe to one side like this,

instead of centre parting them like the usual but..

Jie Min: Eh wah, why are you looking like a Chinese girl today?

Charlotte: Eh, what happened to your hair today? Look like ghost! Look at her, see the hair, look like a ghost.

Zoei: Haha! You look like Kung Fu master today or maybe Kung Fu Panda.

-_-' And yesterday when I tie my hair this way,

Both the dispatch in my lab and the other lab said "Eh can you help me tie like this on my hair? I love it when you tie this way, you look like a small girl. So cute! I wish I could stand here all day long looking at you." Sometimes I don't know whether to swallow those words down my throat or puke them out. A bit too much not?! But most of the time I choose to ignore.

Enough said about the hair.

Anyway, my half-day was spent accompanying Mama for her check-up. Alhamdulilah! So far Mama has recovered fully now but you know whatever that she is going through right now, this thing, it could relapse again but I'm always praying the best for her, In Shaa Allah! God willing, she will! Amin! =))

Just reminded me of those days when I felt like everything has came crushing down on me when I got to know what Mama first was diagnosed with. I felt super down, super depressed that at the back of my mind, I wish I could end my life. Astaghfirrullah-hal-azim! I don't wish to carry on living any more and cry every single day because I'm afraid of what things will be for me in future. I know that was stupid of me but Alhamdulilah! With constant prayers and lots of doa done, I managed to calm myself down and look things into the brighter side.

I always tell myself, Allah SWT will never test His servant more than what we can take it. It's because He knows you can, and you have to prove it to Him that you can with your constant prayers, patience and doa. In Shaa Allah, everything will be fine and rewarding. Amin! Besides, everything always happened for a reason. There's always hikmah disebaliknya like they said in Malay. And Mama's last therapy will be tomorrow and then follow up by constant check-up and scanning for the next 3 months. Hoping for good news always. In Shaa Allah! Alhamdulilah!

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I was supposed to go for my run today but it was drizzling. I wanted to take the risk to just go for a run under the rain but I'm afraid that if I fall sick then it'll be very difficult for the manpower at work. Furthermore, it's like the sick season now. Almost every one I know is like falling sick but I have not yet and I don't want to.

Must be because of the supplement that I'm taking now. I'm currently taking 4life Transfactor Plus as my daily dosage. :) I bought it for Mama actually but I took it on and off for myself. Hehe! It really works for me. Each time when I'm about to fall sick, all I have to do pop 3 pills in and the next day, I feel fine. It does cost a bit costly on my part but it is all worth it. :)

And my monthly pay mostly goes out to Mama and Ayah of course. My monthly handphone bills plus some things that I usually splurge on like food, clothes, transportation and etc etc but these too,

3 bottles of these! With each bottles costing me $100++. HEH!

With each bottle costing about $55++

For such amount that I spent every month, can I have pay increment please? Hehe!

Told myself that I don't want to see you any more after that incident, which I am partially glad that I didn't. But I can't help it thinking of you most of the time. No words of thank you, no words of feedback. How would I know? I don't like rushing into things and I'm sure no one would appreciate that either. But neither do I like waiting into things. It makes me feel uncertain of the situation. All I need is a sign, little sign. And best, with the effort I'm putting in, I don't see any attempt coming from your side. I don't want to be the only one, it makes me feel less worthy. Oh well, I'll get past through this eventually over time. I'm sure I will! The time will come. :)

Till here, I wish I could have done my run because I will be having Company's dinner at Sakura, Dhoby Ghaut tomorrow, to celebrate the passing of our Internal Audit. Told ya I'm awesome to pass without studying. Hehe! And I cannot wait to try the dessert out. I heard they have all the Ben & Jerry's Ice-cream dessert lay out at Sakura. Woo Hooooooooo! Cannot wait. To put on little weight tomorrow and run the extra mile on Friday to shed the fats away! All set!

#Foodporn #Foodpleasure #Foodsensation #Foodnation #Food #Sakura

Oppa Azie Style! Goodnight!

XOXO,
Princessazie Bella ♥
Elena Gilbert(:

Alfredo Chicken Pasta

Dear Diary,

I don't know if this is a good news or bad news but I kind of gave my Red Velvet Cupcake away to someone. I don't know what was I thinking at that point of time seriously. It just happened! I must be so freaking nervous that I had to resort to saying all these. ZzZzZzZz!

And so after this incident, I don't wish to see that someone again. It's really so embarrassing because that someone seems to be reluctant as well. The biggest joke in my life ever man! And usually when I wish for something, it happens. Oh well...

Anyway after my run just now, I decided to cook Alfredo Chicken Pasta since I've been craving for Pasta. Being a woman is hard. After those days of feeling nausea, headache and countless times of vomiting, Miss M finally arrived. And now, it's time to kill all the cravings! Hehe!

Sometimes I really wonder if I were to get married and be pregnant one day, will it be even harder? I'm already behaving like as if I'm pregnant each time when Miss M is about to come. -_-'

And enlighten my days at work. I found a bug at my umbrella after trying to dry them from the rain. Whattaheck I know! So, we put it under the microscope to see. I shall not explain the process of how it has to be fixed on the slides before viewing it under the microscope. You people might call me sadistic but I'm NOT.

The hairy legs, the intestine, the slightly hairy wings with detailed features. Interesting right? I have always love Science for a reason. ;) Oh but it used to be my most lousiest and hated subject ever.

And I leave you with a funny conversation with my Intern, well at least to me before I go.

Yes, I'm half day tomorrow. :) Goodnight!

XOXO,
Princessazie Bella ♥
Elena Gilbert(: