First Love

Dear Diary,

I am officially off tomorrow. =) Accompanying Mama to the doctor and I finally get to rest. I've been feeling so lethargic these few days and being excited at work when I see Mr. consumes a lot of my energy as well. Can't help being excited seeing my happy pills almost often at work. Hehe!

And I'm so addicted to this song because it just explains everything. :)) Let's sing along!

Siti Zahidah - First Love

I first saw you across the room,

My heart starts pounding my knees get weak,

What’s wrong with me?

What’s wrong with me?

You flashed that James Dean smile of yours

Got all the girls melting to the core including me yet I try to hide it.

What’s wrong with me?

What’s wrong with me?

Little that I know we’re gonna be more than friends for sure

Ooh baby you make me feel crazy,

you make me go on a roller coaster ride,

Going way down low when you have to go,

And up the sky when I see you smile.

Then we saw each other along the hallway,

Stealing glances pretending we’re looking elsewhere.

What’s happening?

Boy you make my head spin.

Then one fine day you finally said hello ;)

And all I could do was to blush and walk away.

Seriously what’s wrong with me ?

Little that I know we’re gonna be more than friends for sure

Ooh baby you make me feel crazy,

you make me go on a roller coaster ride,

going way down low when you have to go

And up the sky when I see you smile.

Well that was yesterday,

Today brings another story for you and me

But one thing will never change.

A total sugar rush, I can't help myself. What's wrong with me?! Oh my God! I haven't had this for the longest time I know. I don't know.

I know I get pretty messed up when I'm excited & nervous. Sometimes, when Mr. asked me questions, my head says A but my answer became a B. And my actions is supposed to be C but I end up doing Z! Seriously, WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?! It's really embarrassing and I end up regretting. I already tried really hard enough to compose myself and today was the best I could try. Phew! And I hope there's more to come, who knows. Insyaallah! :)

Plus I wish I could say more here but I can't because there's just some reason to it. And everything that needed to be said or rather expressed is all enclosed, locked in my little secret diary in my phone. Ho ho ho ho!

Fairytales do come true don't they?

XOXO,
Princessazie Bella ♥
Elena Gilbert(: