Clean

Dear Diary,

 

 

 

 

 

 

Sometimes I'd still wish Mama is around to hear me out, my thinking out loud. And I wish I could write down what I truly feel inside of me here but I think it won't make any difference, plus it won't be fair either.

I guess some things are just best left unsaid. Sometimes life, just have to su*k this way. Maybe, my life that is.

Clean - Taylor Swift

The drought was the very worst
 When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst
 It was months, and months of back and forth
 You're still all over me like I wine-stained dress I can't wear anymore

 Hung my head, as I lost the war, and the sky turn black like a perfect storm

 Rain came pouring down when I was drowning
 That's when I could finally breathe

 And that morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean

 

 There was nothing left to do
 And the butterflies turned to dust they covered my whole room
 So I punched a hole in the roof
 Let the flood carry away all my pictures of you
 The water filled my lungs, I screamed so loud but no one heard a thing

 Rain came pouring down when I was drowning
 That's when I could finally breathe
 And that morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean

 I think I am finally clean
 Said, I think I am finally clean

 

 10 months sober, I must admit
 Just because you're clean don't mean you don't miss it
 10 months older I won't give in
 Now that I'm clean I'm never gonna risk it

 The drought was the very worst
 When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst

 

 Rain came pouring down when I was drowning
 That's when I could finally breathe
 And that morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean
 Rain came pouring down when I was drowning
 That's when I could finally breathe
 And that morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clea

XOXO,

Princess Azie Anni ♥
#PrayforAzie