Why didn't you realise that he loves you more than how much he loves me.
I would have known this better.
XOXO,
Princess Azie Anni.
Monday, October 20, 2014
Sunday, October 19, 2014
Happy 6th Monthsary.
Dear Diary,
I made a promise to give out a number of treat to some people if I get my First Class Honours. I was absent minded when I said that thinking I will never First Class. Lol! But since Allah SWT have made it possible for me.
So here ya goes. My FIRST treat to my lovely & awesome cousins for Waffles at Gelare.
After which, we headed off for dinner at Al-Azhar, the usual spot for dinner. Hehe!
Al-Azhar,
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Anyway,
.... And the rest are PRIVATE. Hahahaha!
When we first initially started, I had doubts. Doubts about our relationship, doubts about everything. I didn't even think D was even serious with me to begin with. He doesn't seems like he was, maybe he wasn't. God knows. He was like this confused boy not knowing what he wants in a relationship. Like he was afraid of commitment. Like he was afraid of the idea of being in a relationship itself. And that made me so heartbroken.
I still remember the first few conversations we had, which I could easily fathom out about what kind of person he was. After a few months, when we were a bit comfortable into this relationship there are times, accidentally without realizing, conversations like marriage got involve. And he will usually shrugs the idea off so quickly! And since he is on shift job, there are times when I mentioned about how difficult it'll be for us in the future to go for Hari Raya outings etc. And he usually question me back, with what 'future' am I talking about, or question me with what do I mean by 'us'.
He kept telling me he was afraid of things moving too quickly for us and he is not ready for things like marriage. At that point of time, I was like "Omigod, is this some kind of game I'm getting myself involved in?!" I wasn't allowed to let anyone or anybody know about us, I was supposed to keep everything on a low profile. What more with uploading pictures of us on social network. So, we don't really take pictures. So can you imagine, who would not have doubts.
From there I realized, it's just him. D is just different. So different. D and I both have different goals in life. And not only different goals, we both, technically are two so distinct DIFFERENT and OPPOSITE characters of human being that happened to meet. Seriously!
I remember talking things out with a few people, and I cannot thank M enough for everything. I definitely couldn't have anyone better than having her to talk things out with. I know no one would understand D and I better like she did and I was right, she did. She shared her part and Alhamdulilah. Here we are now, both of us, D and I.
Honestly, it wasn't easy for us, for me at the very least and I think D had it all easy for him. Because most of the time, I am the one giving in. I swallow the heartache when we have heart-breaking conversations and I won't question him further. I try not to be so petty about everything, I tried to be understanding in every possible way I could. Don't ask me how I managed to, how did I do it, how I got the patience and strength from, but I managed to. Alhamdulilah.
But I won't deny that there are times where I feel like a grenade wanting to explode anytime and when I did, I do tell D off. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! He does get a piece of my mind from time to time, especially during my PMS lah eh.
Even so, I was still questioning half the time if he was really serious with me. Until one day, when things took a different slight change when I finally managed to convince him to meet my parents for the first time. THIS was the HARDEST part of all, especially coming from someone like him. Lol! And when he did, I had half of my doubts cleared.
And being woman, no matter how convinced you are, you are still not convinced. I still have my guard up each time. But we still go on dates, when D finally open up a little bit. Talking about marriage, talking about our future house etc with me. HAHA! And recently, when he invites me to his brother's upcoming wedding next month. -_-'
So the next question I want to ask myself, is he even serious about this? Does he really want me to meet his family and his relatives? Haiz.
XOXO,
Princess Azie Anni.
I made a promise to give out a number of treat to some people if I get my First Class Honours. I was absent minded when I said that thinking I will never First Class. Lol! But since Allah SWT have made it possible for me.
So here ya goes. My FIRST treat to my lovely & awesome cousins for Waffles at Gelare.
My Honey Malt Crunch + Caramel Fudge Brownie with Maple Syrup
Dil's Chocolate Overload + Raspberry White with Chocolate Syrup
Lyna's Caramel something ice-cream (Lol!) + Mocha Chip with Chocolate Syrup
Oppy's Honey Malt Crunch + Caramel Fudge Brownie with Chocolate Syrup
After which, we headed off for dinner at Al-Azhar, the usual spot for dinner. Hehe!
Al-Azhar,
Nasi Goreng Ayam. Yums!
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Anyway,
Happy 6th monthsary syg. I know it's just the sixth and not even a year together. Honestly, I have never thought that we will come this far, but Alhamdulilah. All thanks to Allah SWT. And to this day, again if you were to ask me again, or even your mom or anyone. I have no regrets. Insyaallah, to many more months and years to come. Amin. I love you baby. More than anything.
During the first phase of our relationship. Always thought that you'd grow tired of me and that it's gonna be just another heartache for me. Didn't realised we had gone this far. Time flies.....
.... And the rest are PRIVATE. Hahahaha!
When we first initially started, I had doubts. Doubts about our relationship, doubts about everything. I didn't even think D was even serious with me to begin with. He doesn't seems like he was, maybe he wasn't. God knows. He was like this confused boy not knowing what he wants in a relationship. Like he was afraid of commitment. Like he was afraid of the idea of being in a relationship itself. And that made me so heartbroken.
I still remember the first few conversations we had, which I could easily fathom out about what kind of person he was. After a few months, when we were a bit comfortable into this relationship there are times, accidentally without realizing, conversations like marriage got involve. And he will usually shrugs the idea off so quickly! And since he is on shift job, there are times when I mentioned about how difficult it'll be for us in the future to go for Hari Raya outings etc. And he usually question me back, with what 'future' am I talking about, or question me with what do I mean by 'us'.
He kept telling me he was afraid of things moving too quickly for us and he is not ready for things like marriage. At that point of time, I was like "Omigod, is this some kind of game I'm getting myself involved in?!" I wasn't allowed to let anyone or anybody know about us, I was supposed to keep everything on a low profile. What more with uploading pictures of us on social network. So, we don't really take pictures. So can you imagine, who would not have doubts.
From there I realized, it's just him. D is just different. So different. D and I both have different goals in life. And not only different goals, we both, technically are two so distinct DIFFERENT and OPPOSITE characters of human being that happened to meet. Seriously!
I remember talking things out with a few people, and I cannot thank M enough for everything. I definitely couldn't have anyone better than having her to talk things out with. I know no one would understand D and I better like she did and I was right, she did. She shared her part and Alhamdulilah. Here we are now, both of us, D and I.
Honestly, it wasn't easy for us, for me at the very least and I think D had it all easy for him. Because most of the time, I am the one giving in. I swallow the heartache when we have heart-breaking conversations and I won't question him further. I try not to be so petty about everything, I tried to be understanding in every possible way I could. Don't ask me how I managed to, how did I do it, how I got the patience and strength from, but I managed to. Alhamdulilah.
But I won't deny that there are times where I feel like a grenade wanting to explode anytime and when I did, I do tell D off. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! He does get a piece of my mind from time to time, especially during my PMS lah eh.
Even so, I was still questioning half the time if he was really serious with me. Until one day, when things took a different slight change when I finally managed to convince him to meet my parents for the first time. THIS was the HARDEST part of all, especially coming from someone like him. Lol! And when he did, I had half of my doubts cleared.
And being woman, no matter how convinced you are, you are still not convinced. I still have my guard up each time. But we still go on dates, when D finally open up a little bit. Talking about marriage, talking about our future house etc with me. HAHA! And recently, when he invites me to his brother's upcoming wedding next month. -_-'
So the next question I want to ask myself, is he even serious about this? Does he really want me to meet his family and his relatives? Haiz.
"Sometimes the questions are complicated, but the answers are simple." - Dr. Seuss
XOXO,
Princess Azie Anni.
Saturday, October 18, 2014
Drama Mama
Dear Diary,
I am not the kind of person who watches drama because having to keep up with the series and watching them over and over again, it's quite taxing. BUT that does not mean I don't watch any drama at all, I do.
And for someone who has short attention span, basically it's hard to keep my attention going. If the drama is too boring for me or doesn't catch my attention at all, I'll switch off the TV won't catch it again the next time. There are also some dramas that I've watched but they don't really bring so much impact to me in the sense that I will remember it, example would be Lara Manja, Adam & Hawa. While some people go gaga-ing over Adam & Hawa, to me that drama is just average.
So for someone like me to remember a drama, it is of course worth watching. So just some drama that I've watched and I truly love it.
Samson & Delaila
Synopsis:-
Drama Samson dan Delaila lakonan Fasha Sandha dan Ady Putra. Cerita ni mengisahkan perjalanan hidup penuh cabaran dan liku yang perlu ditempuhi oleh gadis yang memberontak bernama Delaila lakonan Fasha Sandha.
Kisah dalam drama ni panjang, jadi permulaan kisah ialah apabila Noreen ibu Delaila berkahwin dengan tuan Kamal, tapi tuan Kamal ni kaki perempuan dan tak cintakan Noreen, Noreen pulak jatuh cinta dengan Jamil saudara angkat Kamal. Delaila ni hidup dalam rumahtangga yang penuh penderaan dan dari kecil lagi dia dah tengok mak dia kena belasah dengan bapa dia.
Delaila dibesarkan oleh Zaleha, perempuan simpanan tuan Kamal yang tinggal bersama dan Zaleha ni pulak ada anak luar nikah hasil hubungan sulit dengan Kamal iaitu Kamil. Delaila dibesarkan sebagai gadis yang berani dan suka membuli pelajar lain di sekolah dan agak liar, manakala Kamil anak luar nikah bapanya dibesarkan penuh manja dan kasih sayang oleh Zaleha.
Ibunya Noreen telah terbunuh dalam kemalangan jalan raya hasil rancangan dari Kamal, Delaila mengetahui tentang rahsia bapanya, dan dia menyimpan dendam terhadap Kamal. Apabila Delaila ni dah sampai umur 15 tahun dia terlanjur dengan Amir dan dia melahirkan anak luar nikah di negara seberang, bapa dia hantar dia ke sana sebab nak tutup malu. Apa kesudahan cerita ni…saksikan Samson dan Delaila.
Samson & Delaila OST
Sehangat Asmara
Synopsis:-
Sinopsis dan jalan cerita dalam novel, mengisahkan Kamilia Najwa atau Kay yang melanjutkan pelajaran di London, bertemu dengan Zainal Arief. Kay seorang gadis yang agak sosial, Zainal telah jatuh cinta dengan Kay dan mahu merubah hidup Kay yang hanya hanyut dalam dunia sosialnya. Mereka berkahwin di luar negara tetapi perkahwinan mereka tak direstui oleh keluarga.
Zainal balik ke Malaysia terlebih dahulu tetapi Zainal menghilangkan diri meninggalkan Kay yang sedang hamil anak mereka di luar Negara. Kay sangat rindukan Zainal tetapi suaminya tu tetap tak muncul, Kay dibawa pulang ke Malaysia oleh keluarganya dan mereka memaksa Kay lupakan Zainal.
Setelah 9 tahun berlalu, anak mereka sudah membesar barulah Zainal muncul untuk menuntut hak sebagai bapa kepada anak perempuan mereka, Misya. Zainal ternampak wajah Kay dan anak perempuan mereka dalam sebuah majalah dan dia tidak menyangka ada seorang anak perempuan.
Kay menyimpan dendam pada Zainal dan tak mahu membenarkan Zainal menghampiri Misya kerana meninggalkan dia selama 9 tahun tanpa kabar berita. Apabila Zainal mahu membawa kes ke mahkamah barulah Kay lembut hati membenarkan Zainal bertemu anak mereka. Hubungan mereka kembali rapat dan Zainal masih ada perasaan cinta lagi dengan Kay, sedangkan pada ketika itu keluarga Kay mahu Kay berkahwin dengan Azman. Zainal mula meraih cinta dari Kay semula kerana mahukan keluarga yang bahagia dengan Kay dan anak mereka. Misya pula sedah rapat dengan Zainal, demi anak mereka Kay hidup semula dengan Zainal walaupun dia masih lagi berdendam dengan Zainal.
Kay masih tertanya-tanya mengapa lelaki itu meninggalkan dia selama 9 tahun tanpa kabar berita. Rahsia terbongkar apabila Kay bergaduh dengan adik Zainal kerana Kay masih menuduh Zainal sebagai lelaki tak bertanggungjawab kerana meninggalkan dia selama ini.
Rupanya Zainal meninggalkan Kay dan pulang ke Malaysia kerana dia telah diugut oleh bapa Kay yang kaya dan berpengaruh. Bapa Kay mengaku akhirnya yang dia menjadi punca Kay dan Zainal berpisah, tetapi bapa Kay sudah insaf dan mahu Kay dan Zainal berbaik semula. Bapanya yang merancang untuk memaparkan gambar Misya dan Kay di dalam sebuah majalah dengan harapan Zainal dapat bertemu kembali dengan Kay.
Dalam rela dengan tidak, Kamilia menemukan juga Misya dengan ayahnya, Zainal Arief. Kemesraan yang ditunjukkan Misya dengan Zainal Arief sungguh meruntun hatinya. Anak kecil itu langsung tidak mendendami ayahnya yang meninggalkan sekian lama sedangkan Kamilia masih menyimpan rasa itu. Dia merasakan Zainal Arief merahsiakan sesuatu dari pengetahuannya.
Zainal Arief melamarnya buat kali kedua. Buntu dan binggung fikirannya. Rasa kasihan pada Azman yang setia menunggu hatinya terbuka untuknya. Namun, Azman begitu memahami Kamilia. Dia sanggup berundur diri demi kebahagian Kamilia. Dia yakin cinta Kamilia hanya untuk Zainal Arief.
Mereka bersatu kembali. Namun dalam hati Kamilia masih ada syak wasangka terhadap Zainal Arief yang kini suaminya kembali. Puas di tanya alasan Zainal Arief meninggalkannya dahulu, namun Zainal Arief hanya meminta kemaafan darinya dan berjanji tidak akan mengulangi perbuatannya dulu. Diyakini Kamilia yang cintanya tidak pernah berubah dari dahulu hingga kini. Hanya Kamilia di hatinya dan ditambah dengan kehadiran Misya sebagai penguat kasih sayangnya pada wanita itu.
Akhirnya, kebenaran terungkai jua. Rupanya ayahnya sendiri yang membuat onar. Sanggup ayahnya menggunakan kuasa yang dimilikinya untuk mengugut keluarga Zainal Arief. Zainal Arief terpaksa menurut segala kemahuan ayah Kamilia jika mahukan adik-adiknya meneruskan pelajaran mereka.
Sehangat Asmara OST
Sehangat Asmara Trailer
Dahlia
Synopsis:
Drama yang mengisahkan seorang wanita bernama Dahlia (Dira) yang terpaksa hidup bersama suaminya Razman (Hans) yang berlaku curang. Dahlia akhirnya tekad untuk bercerai dan membina hidup baru. Penceraian Razman dan Dahlia adalah adalah disebabkan desakan Haliza iaitu teman wanita Razman. Setelah bercerai, Dahlia bertemu dengan seorang ahli korporat yang baik hati bernama Fuad. Fuad banyak menjadi pendorong kepada Dahlia yang telah ditipu oleh bekas suaminya.
Dahlia OST & Trailer
Sebenarnya, Saya Isteri Dia
Synopsis:-
Syaf, Farisah dan Firash masing masing dijemput hadir ke sebuah majlis hari jadi Raina dan Raimy. Raina dan Raimy telah merencanakan sesuatu untuk mendapatkan Syaf dan Firash, namun sebaliknya berlaku. Syaf dan Firash ditangkap tidur sebilik dalam keadaan mencurigakan.
Datin Farizah (Wilma) telah menasihati Firash supaya berkahwin dengan Syaf. Farish amat kecewa dengan sikap Firash yang dituduh terlanjur dengan kekasihnya sehingga berlaku pergaduhan besar. Firash menentang habis-habisan kerana tidak sanggup berkahwin pada usia 21 tahun tambahan pula Syaf 4 tahun lebih tua daripadanya. Syaf bersetuju dengan cadangan ibu angkatnya (mak Firash) demi menjaga maruah keluarga Datin Farizah dan tidak mahu hubungan adik beradik terjejas kerananya. Farish amat kecewa dengan keputusan Syaf walaupun Syaf tidak cinta akan Firash. Syaf menganggap dirinya sudah tidak suci dan tidak layak untuk Farish.
Perkahwinan Farish dan Syaf dilakukan secara rahsia. Tiada seorang pun ahli keluarga dijemput dan dikhabarkan termasuk bapa kandung Firash dan Farisah Datuk Fakhrul. Farish membawa diri kerana sedih Syaf akan berkahwin dengan adiknya sendiri. Pada hari perkahwinan, Farish terlibat dengan kemalangan maut. Lebih memilukan hati Syaf, Firash melarangnya untuk hadir ke majlis pengebumian Farish kerana takut status mereka.
Kehidupan Syaf sebagai seorang isteri langsung tidak dipedulikan, apatah lagi status mereka masih dirahsiakan atas permintaan Firash. Firash dan Syaf tinggal berasingan. Firash yang lebih dikenali sebagai Chad di kalangan kawan-kawanya masih meneruskan kehidupan sebagai pelajar jurusan kejuruteraan. Datin Farizah terpaksa ikutkah kehendak anaknya Firash yang masih kurang matang namun tetap berusaha untuk menyatukan mereka.
Syaf kembali bekerja. Jarang sekali mereka bertemu. Kalau bertemu pun, hanya kata-kata sinis dari Firash yang Syaf terima. Syaf tetap terima dan memendam dalam hatinya. Suatu hari Datin Farizah merancang untuk buat kenduri arwah Farish di Terengganu. Syaf turut dijemput, Syaf hanya dikenali sebagai anak angkat Datin untuk mengelak kemusykilan.
Di sana, Syaf berjumpa dengan rakan universitinya Haqimy yang juga abang sepupu kepada Firash. Pertemuan itu membawa kembali nostalgia mereka ketika belajar. Melihat kemesraan Syaf dan Haqimy, Firash jadi cemburu.
Dalam marah dan cemburu pada Haqimy, Firash mula mengambil hati Syaf. Apabila Syaf mula menyukai Firash, dia menerima sepucuk surat dan sekeping vcd menunjukkan kemesraan Rania dan Firash. Rania masih tidak berputus asa menggoda Firash walaupun mereka adik beradik tiri kerana Firash bakal menjadi waris tunggal harta Datuk Fakhrul.
Firash cuba bagi penjelasan tapi keadaan bertambah rumit sehingga Syaf meletak jawatan dan menghilangkan diri. Sejak itu baru Firash sedar ego dan sikap kurang matangnya telah mensia-siakan cinta Syaf padanya. Bagaimanakah Firash membuktikan kesungguhannya untuk menyayangi Syaf sebagai isterinya?
Sebenarnya, Saya Isteri Dia OST
For now, that's all folks! Maybe next time if I'm able to find more drama that interest me. I'll update MORE. Hehe!
XOXO,
Princess Azie Anni.
I am not the kind of person who watches drama because having to keep up with the series and watching them over and over again, it's quite taxing. BUT that does not mean I don't watch any drama at all, I do.
And for someone who has short attention span, basically it's hard to keep my attention going. If the drama is too boring for me or doesn't catch my attention at all, I'll switch off the TV won't catch it again the next time. There are also some dramas that I've watched but they don't really bring so much impact to me in the sense that I will remember it, example would be Lara Manja, Adam & Hawa. While some people go gaga-ing over Adam & Hawa, to me that drama is just average.
So for someone like me to remember a drama, it is of course worth watching. So just some drama that I've watched and I truly love it.
Samson & Delaila
Synopsis:-
Drama Samson dan Delaila lakonan Fasha Sandha dan Ady Putra. Cerita ni mengisahkan perjalanan hidup penuh cabaran dan liku yang perlu ditempuhi oleh gadis yang memberontak bernama Delaila lakonan Fasha Sandha.
Kisah dalam drama ni panjang, jadi permulaan kisah ialah apabila Noreen ibu Delaila berkahwin dengan tuan Kamal, tapi tuan Kamal ni kaki perempuan dan tak cintakan Noreen, Noreen pulak jatuh cinta dengan Jamil saudara angkat Kamal. Delaila ni hidup dalam rumahtangga yang penuh penderaan dan dari kecil lagi dia dah tengok mak dia kena belasah dengan bapa dia.
Delaila dibesarkan oleh Zaleha, perempuan simpanan tuan Kamal yang tinggal bersama dan Zaleha ni pulak ada anak luar nikah hasil hubungan sulit dengan Kamal iaitu Kamil. Delaila dibesarkan sebagai gadis yang berani dan suka membuli pelajar lain di sekolah dan agak liar, manakala Kamil anak luar nikah bapanya dibesarkan penuh manja dan kasih sayang oleh Zaleha.
Ibunya Noreen telah terbunuh dalam kemalangan jalan raya hasil rancangan dari Kamal, Delaila mengetahui tentang rahsia bapanya, dan dia menyimpan dendam terhadap Kamal. Apabila Delaila ni dah sampai umur 15 tahun dia terlanjur dengan Amir dan dia melahirkan anak luar nikah di negara seberang, bapa dia hantar dia ke sana sebab nak tutup malu. Apa kesudahan cerita ni…saksikan Samson dan Delaila.
Samson & Delaila OST
Sehangat Asmara
Synopsis:-
Sinopsis dan jalan cerita dalam novel, mengisahkan Kamilia Najwa atau Kay yang melanjutkan pelajaran di London, bertemu dengan Zainal Arief. Kay seorang gadis yang agak sosial, Zainal telah jatuh cinta dengan Kay dan mahu merubah hidup Kay yang hanya hanyut dalam dunia sosialnya. Mereka berkahwin di luar negara tetapi perkahwinan mereka tak direstui oleh keluarga.
Zainal balik ke Malaysia terlebih dahulu tetapi Zainal menghilangkan diri meninggalkan Kay yang sedang hamil anak mereka di luar Negara. Kay sangat rindukan Zainal tetapi suaminya tu tetap tak muncul, Kay dibawa pulang ke Malaysia oleh keluarganya dan mereka memaksa Kay lupakan Zainal.
Setelah 9 tahun berlalu, anak mereka sudah membesar barulah Zainal muncul untuk menuntut hak sebagai bapa kepada anak perempuan mereka, Misya. Zainal ternampak wajah Kay dan anak perempuan mereka dalam sebuah majalah dan dia tidak menyangka ada seorang anak perempuan.
Kay menyimpan dendam pada Zainal dan tak mahu membenarkan Zainal menghampiri Misya kerana meninggalkan dia selama 9 tahun tanpa kabar berita. Apabila Zainal mahu membawa kes ke mahkamah barulah Kay lembut hati membenarkan Zainal bertemu anak mereka. Hubungan mereka kembali rapat dan Zainal masih ada perasaan cinta lagi dengan Kay, sedangkan pada ketika itu keluarga Kay mahu Kay berkahwin dengan Azman. Zainal mula meraih cinta dari Kay semula kerana mahukan keluarga yang bahagia dengan Kay dan anak mereka. Misya pula sedah rapat dengan Zainal, demi anak mereka Kay hidup semula dengan Zainal walaupun dia masih lagi berdendam dengan Zainal.
Kay masih tertanya-tanya mengapa lelaki itu meninggalkan dia selama 9 tahun tanpa kabar berita. Rahsia terbongkar apabila Kay bergaduh dengan adik Zainal kerana Kay masih menuduh Zainal sebagai lelaki tak bertanggungjawab kerana meninggalkan dia selama ini.
Rupanya Zainal meninggalkan Kay dan pulang ke Malaysia kerana dia telah diugut oleh bapa Kay yang kaya dan berpengaruh. Bapa Kay mengaku akhirnya yang dia menjadi punca Kay dan Zainal berpisah, tetapi bapa Kay sudah insaf dan mahu Kay dan Zainal berbaik semula. Bapanya yang merancang untuk memaparkan gambar Misya dan Kay di dalam sebuah majalah dengan harapan Zainal dapat bertemu kembali dengan Kay.
Dalam rela dengan tidak, Kamilia menemukan juga Misya dengan ayahnya, Zainal Arief. Kemesraan yang ditunjukkan Misya dengan Zainal Arief sungguh meruntun hatinya. Anak kecil itu langsung tidak mendendami ayahnya yang meninggalkan sekian lama sedangkan Kamilia masih menyimpan rasa itu. Dia merasakan Zainal Arief merahsiakan sesuatu dari pengetahuannya.
Zainal Arief melamarnya buat kali kedua. Buntu dan binggung fikirannya. Rasa kasihan pada Azman yang setia menunggu hatinya terbuka untuknya. Namun, Azman begitu memahami Kamilia. Dia sanggup berundur diri demi kebahagian Kamilia. Dia yakin cinta Kamilia hanya untuk Zainal Arief.
Mereka bersatu kembali. Namun dalam hati Kamilia masih ada syak wasangka terhadap Zainal Arief yang kini suaminya kembali. Puas di tanya alasan Zainal Arief meninggalkannya dahulu, namun Zainal Arief hanya meminta kemaafan darinya dan berjanji tidak akan mengulangi perbuatannya dulu. Diyakini Kamilia yang cintanya tidak pernah berubah dari dahulu hingga kini. Hanya Kamilia di hatinya dan ditambah dengan kehadiran Misya sebagai penguat kasih sayangnya pada wanita itu.
Akhirnya, kebenaran terungkai jua. Rupanya ayahnya sendiri yang membuat onar. Sanggup ayahnya menggunakan kuasa yang dimilikinya untuk mengugut keluarga Zainal Arief. Zainal Arief terpaksa menurut segala kemahuan ayah Kamilia jika mahukan adik-adiknya meneruskan pelajaran mereka.
Sehangat Asmara OST
Sehangat Asmara Trailer
Dahlia
Synopsis:
Drama yang mengisahkan seorang wanita bernama Dahlia (Dira) yang terpaksa hidup bersama suaminya Razman (Hans) yang berlaku curang. Dahlia akhirnya tekad untuk bercerai dan membina hidup baru. Penceraian Razman dan Dahlia adalah adalah disebabkan desakan Haliza iaitu teman wanita Razman. Setelah bercerai, Dahlia bertemu dengan seorang ahli korporat yang baik hati bernama Fuad. Fuad banyak menjadi pendorong kepada Dahlia yang telah ditipu oleh bekas suaminya.
Dahlia OST & Trailer
Sebenarnya, Saya Isteri Dia
Synopsis:-
Syaf, Farisah dan Firash masing masing dijemput hadir ke sebuah majlis hari jadi Raina dan Raimy. Raina dan Raimy telah merencanakan sesuatu untuk mendapatkan Syaf dan Firash, namun sebaliknya berlaku. Syaf dan Firash ditangkap tidur sebilik dalam keadaan mencurigakan.
Datin Farizah (Wilma) telah menasihati Firash supaya berkahwin dengan Syaf. Farish amat kecewa dengan sikap Firash yang dituduh terlanjur dengan kekasihnya sehingga berlaku pergaduhan besar. Firash menentang habis-habisan kerana tidak sanggup berkahwin pada usia 21 tahun tambahan pula Syaf 4 tahun lebih tua daripadanya. Syaf bersetuju dengan cadangan ibu angkatnya (mak Firash) demi menjaga maruah keluarga Datin Farizah dan tidak mahu hubungan adik beradik terjejas kerananya. Farish amat kecewa dengan keputusan Syaf walaupun Syaf tidak cinta akan Firash. Syaf menganggap dirinya sudah tidak suci dan tidak layak untuk Farish.
Perkahwinan Farish dan Syaf dilakukan secara rahsia. Tiada seorang pun ahli keluarga dijemput dan dikhabarkan termasuk bapa kandung Firash dan Farisah Datuk Fakhrul. Farish membawa diri kerana sedih Syaf akan berkahwin dengan adiknya sendiri. Pada hari perkahwinan, Farish terlibat dengan kemalangan maut. Lebih memilukan hati Syaf, Firash melarangnya untuk hadir ke majlis pengebumian Farish kerana takut status mereka.
Kehidupan Syaf sebagai seorang isteri langsung tidak dipedulikan, apatah lagi status mereka masih dirahsiakan atas permintaan Firash. Firash dan Syaf tinggal berasingan. Firash yang lebih dikenali sebagai Chad di kalangan kawan-kawanya masih meneruskan kehidupan sebagai pelajar jurusan kejuruteraan. Datin Farizah terpaksa ikutkah kehendak anaknya Firash yang masih kurang matang namun tetap berusaha untuk menyatukan mereka.
Syaf kembali bekerja. Jarang sekali mereka bertemu. Kalau bertemu pun, hanya kata-kata sinis dari Firash yang Syaf terima. Syaf tetap terima dan memendam dalam hatinya. Suatu hari Datin Farizah merancang untuk buat kenduri arwah Farish di Terengganu. Syaf turut dijemput, Syaf hanya dikenali sebagai anak angkat Datin untuk mengelak kemusykilan.
Di sana, Syaf berjumpa dengan rakan universitinya Haqimy yang juga abang sepupu kepada Firash. Pertemuan itu membawa kembali nostalgia mereka ketika belajar. Melihat kemesraan Syaf dan Haqimy, Firash jadi cemburu.
Dalam marah dan cemburu pada Haqimy, Firash mula mengambil hati Syaf. Apabila Syaf mula menyukai Firash, dia menerima sepucuk surat dan sekeping vcd menunjukkan kemesraan Rania dan Firash. Rania masih tidak berputus asa menggoda Firash walaupun mereka adik beradik tiri kerana Firash bakal menjadi waris tunggal harta Datuk Fakhrul.
Firash cuba bagi penjelasan tapi keadaan bertambah rumit sehingga Syaf meletak jawatan dan menghilangkan diri. Sejak itu baru Firash sedar ego dan sikap kurang matangnya telah mensia-siakan cinta Syaf padanya. Bagaimanakah Firash membuktikan kesungguhannya untuk menyayangi Syaf sebagai isterinya?
Sebenarnya, Saya Isteri Dia OST
For now, that's all folks! Maybe next time if I'm able to find more drama that interest me. I'll update MORE. Hehe!
XOXO,
Princess Azie Anni.
Wednesday, October 15, 2014
Zumba. Heartache.
Dear Diary,
I am still high on caffeine and I can't sleep. There was like a free upgrade from Grande to Venti sized for Starbucks drink today. I couldn't decide between the two new drink either a French Vanilla Latte or the Dark Caramel Latte.
So, I asked the staff from Starbucks, in between the two which is rather more popular but she told me her preference which is Dark Caramel Latte but it's just a little bit sweet. For someone who loves sweet stuff, of course I went with Dark Caramel Latte. Sadly, the moment I took a sip of the drink. It almost had me killed because it was too coffee-ish !! I cannot take too much caffeine because it taste horrible and it's doing what it's doing to me now. KEEP ME WIDE AWAKE, exactly!
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Anyhoos, I decided to break free from my usual routine run of 4 km today. So I followed my lovely aunties for Zumba lesson. It was FUN! But of course, I'm not used to the Zumba dance routine, so you can just picture and imagine me anyhow dancing and moving around like some chicken/duck move. HAHAHAHA!
I don't perspire as much for Zumba compared to running or when I do cardio workouts at home. But who cares. As long as I enjoy myself, as long as we enjoy ourselves. Hehehe! And I heard there is a nearby gym around my area that is recently open. I shall soon venture for some gym-ing session. I can't waitttttttt. 
Pardon me. I can be a little bit of an exercise freak at times, well most times and I TRY as much as I can to go on clean diet on weekdays but eat-whatever-you-can on weekends. Hehe! And another session of Zumba tomorrow.
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Me: Wah, they play English song at the end of the movie?
D: This band is called One OK Rock.
Me: How do you know?
D: The whole movie used songs from this band.
Me: Oh really?! This song is so nice.
I miss you.. I miss you... Hmm..what is the title of this song eh?
D: Hmm..
Me: Oh there! It's called heartache. Wah! Balik I want to download and listen to this song already.
D: Haha!
As I kept listening to this song over and over again, SUDDENLY, a particular someone came into my mind. I have honestly moved on from my past, whatever past I have left behind. But there are times when you can't just help yourself but to THINK. We are only human being and being a normal human being, well you can call that, we tend to over think and of course, not perfect in many ways.
I don't know if this is even wrong for me to say, and worse, to even begin with. But I just got to pen this thoughts down. I don't usually like to tell people what I'm feeling, most of the time, I express my thoughts and feelings out through writings/blogging.
I wonder how you are at times. How are you coping with life...without me. Does my absence makes you feel amiss or it doesn't matter to you at all. Do you ever regret or is it just your ego. How are your family and everyone. Does anyone ever think or mention about me anymore. The last time they had me "begging" not to leave. But I still took my step and left. I wonder how things will be different if you have had a job. I wonder at times how things will be different if you didn't comply so easily to me leaving at that moment. I wonder how things will be different if you have had listen to me that this time once I leave, I'm not coming back no matter what. If you would have at least considered my feelings at that moment. If you took me seriously. If you listen. If I really matter.....and stuff. 8 years, of course it wasn't easy, never had it easy but I finally did it. Somehow managed to. It took some time but definitely a lot of me.
***
D: So..does this means that if one day if he were to have a job and comes back into your life, you are going to leave me?
Me: ..No! Of course not! How can you even think that way?! I'm the one should be feeling afraid. You have this 'I am guilty' written all over your face for what you did. You might feel sorry and go back to her for all you know.
D: ..No....No. No b. No. I will not. It's you now. Just you now.
And for someone who can read in between the line. You know the truth, you saw the truth and you heard the truth. It comes in that sentence, just before that sentence, during that little hesitation at the start before you answer. But you know what comes after that hesitation, was an honest and sincere answer.
I love you, D. You are my life now, my better half. I love you more than anything else. Like I have promised, I'll be the best for you, for us.
Goodnight.
XOXO,
Princess Azie Anni.
I am still high on caffeine and I can't sleep. There was like a free upgrade from Grande to Venti sized for Starbucks drink today. I couldn't decide between the two new drink either a French Vanilla Latte or the Dark Caramel Latte.
So, I asked the staff from Starbucks, in between the two which is rather more popular but she told me her preference which is Dark Caramel Latte but it's just a little bit sweet. For someone who loves sweet stuff, of course I went with Dark Caramel Latte. Sadly, the moment I took a sip of the drink. It almost had me killed because it was too coffee-ish !! I cannot take too much caffeine because it taste horrible and it's doing what it's doing to me now. KEEP ME WIDE AWAKE, exactly!
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Anyhoos, I decided to break free from my usual routine run of 4 km today. So I followed my lovely aunties for Zumba lesson. It was FUN! But of course, I'm not used to the Zumba dance routine, so you can just picture and imagine me anyhow dancing and moving around like some chicken/duck move. HAHAHAHA!
Pardon me. I can be a little bit of an exercise freak at times, well most times and I TRY as much as I can to go on clean diet on weekdays but eat-whatever-you-can on weekends. Hehe! And another session of Zumba tomorrow.
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So they say that time
Takes away the pain
But I’m still the same
And they say that I
Will find another you
That can’t be true
Why didn’t I realize?
Why did I tell lies?
Yeah I wish that I could do it again
Turnin’ back the time
Back when you were mine (all mine)
So this is heartache?
So this is heartache?
Hiroi atsumeta koukai wa,
Namida e to kawari oh baby
So this is heartache?
So this is heartache?
Ano hi no kimi no eiga wa
Omoide ni kawaru
I miss you
Boku no kokoro o
Yuitsu mitashite satte yuku
Kimi ga
Boku no kokoro ni
Yuitsu furareru koto ga dekita
Kimi wa
Oh baby
Mou inai yo mou nanimo nai yo
Yeah I wish that I could do it again
Turnin’ back the time
Back when you were mine (all mine)
So this is heartache?
So this is heartache?
Hiroi atsumeta koukai wa
Namida e to kawari oh baby
So this is heartache?
So this is heartache?
Ano hi no kimi no eiga wa omoide ni kawaru
I miss you
It’s so hard to forget Kataku musunda sono musubime wa
Yeah, It’s so hard to forget Tsuyoku hikeba hiku hodo ni
You and all the regret
Hodokenaku natte hanare renaku natta
Ima wa tsurai yo, sore ga tsurai yo
Sugu wasuretai yo
Yuitsu mitashite satte yuku
Kimi ga
Boku no kokoro ni
Yuitsu furareru koto ga dekita
Kimi wa
Oh baby
Mou inai yo mou nanimo nai yo
Yeah I wish that I could do it again
Turnin’ back the time
Back when you were mine (all mine)
So this is heartache?
So this is heartache?
Hiroi atsumeta koukai wa
Namida e to kawari oh baby
So this is heartache?
So this is heartache?
Ano hi no kimi no eiga wa omoide ni kawaru
I miss you
It’s so hard to forget Kataku musunda sono musubime wa
Yeah, It’s so hard to forget Tsuyoku hikeba hiku hodo ni
You and all the regret
Hodokenaku natte hanare renaku natta
Ima wa tsurai yo, sore ga tsurai yo
Sugu wasuretai yo
Kimi wa
So this is heartache?
So this is heartache?
Hiroi atsumeta koukai wa
Namida e to kawari oh baby
So this is heartache?
So this is heartache?
Ano hi no kimi no eiga wa omoide ni kawaru
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
I know nobody actually reads what I'm blogging. So most of the time, I wrote what I feel here openly. I was watching Kenshin Rurouni: The Legend Ends with D the other day and at the end of the movie, the credit part, they had this song playing. I instantly like the song. It's really nice and soothing.So this is heartache?
So this is heartache?
Hiroi atsumeta koukai wa
Namida e to kawari oh baby
So this is heartache?
So this is heartache?
Ano hi no kimi no eiga wa omoide ni kawaru
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
Me: Wah, they play English song at the end of the movie?
D: This band is called One OK Rock.
Me: How do you know?
D: The whole movie used songs from this band.
Me: Oh really?! This song is so nice.
I miss you.. I miss you... Hmm..what is the title of this song eh?D: Hmm..
Me: Oh there! It's called heartache. Wah! Balik I want to download and listen to this song already.
D: Haha!
As I kept listening to this song over and over again, SUDDENLY, a particular someone came into my mind. I have honestly moved on from my past, whatever past I have left behind. But there are times when you can't just help yourself but to THINK. We are only human being and being a normal human being, well you can call that, we tend to over think and of course, not perfect in many ways.
I don't know if this is even wrong for me to say, and worse, to even begin with. But I just got to pen this thoughts down. I don't usually like to tell people what I'm feeling, most of the time, I express my thoughts and feelings out through writings/blogging.
I wonder how you are at times. How are you coping with life...without me. Does my absence makes you feel amiss or it doesn't matter to you at all. Do you ever regret or is it just your ego. How are your family and everyone. Does anyone ever think or mention about me anymore. The last time they had me "begging" not to leave. But I still took my step and left. I wonder how things will be different if you have had a job. I wonder at times how things will be different if you didn't comply so easily to me leaving at that moment. I wonder how things will be different if you have had listen to me that this time once I leave, I'm not coming back no matter what. If you would have at least considered my feelings at that moment. If you took me seriously. If you listen. If I really matter.....and stuff. 8 years, of course it wasn't easy, never had it easy but I finally did it. Somehow managed to. It took some time but definitely a lot of me.
***
D: So..does this means that if one day if he were to have a job and comes back into your life, you are going to leave me?
Me: ..No! Of course not! How can you even think that way?! I'm the one should be feeling afraid. You have this 'I am guilty' written all over your face for what you did. You might feel sorry and go back to her for all you know.
D: ..No....No. No b. No. I will not. It's you now. Just you now.
And for someone who can read in between the line. You know the truth, you saw the truth and you heard the truth. It comes in that sentence, just before that sentence, during that little hesitation at the start before you answer. But you know what comes after that hesitation, was an honest and sincere answer.
I love you, D. You are my life now, my better half. I love you more than anything else. Like I have promised, I'll be the best for you, for us.
Goodnight.
XOXO,
Princess Azie Anni.
Monday, October 13, 2014
Kenshin Rurouni: The Legend Ends.
Dear Diary,
I was a bit...well, angry is not the word and probably annoyed is also not the word. Maybe just slightly upset with D. HAHAHAHAHA! He was supposed to leave house and meet me after Zohor but when I was done with work at 1300 hours, he was still at home, just finish the household chores.
So when he texted me, I gave him a very short and 'ok ok ok' for an answer. So he was like "B...Macam bingit aje? Betul ke ok ni?" Duhhhhhh.
But I did tell him I was okay because I don't see any point to be angry anyway. And the movie only starts at 1600 hours. So D told me, he will leave house roughly around 1400 hours, which means, I had to wait for him at least an hour. Tsk. But thank God, I haven't left the office yet. So I did some surfing of the net and had coffee first. 
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I still had to wait for D at least 20 minutes before he finally arrived at Cineleisure. But even so, we were an hour earlier for the movie. Collected the tickets and sat down outside near the seating area outside the cinema. And it is time like this where we usually had conversations. Lol!
As we were watching of all the movies' trailer on the television screen, the movie Oujia caught my attention.
Me: B! Can we watch this?!
D: Ohhh..No no no.
Me: Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
D: No eh B. Boleh mati seh I tengok horror movies macam gini.
Me: Alahhhh, if it's not with you, who else I can watch this movie with.
D: Wahhh. You eh, suka emotionally blackmail I. Haiz! Sometimes, there are times when I look at you and I feel really guilty.
Me: Why? Guilty about what?
D: Yelahh, I am such a boring person.
Me: Who said so?
D: Everyone said. My colleague, my friends, my family. So I can understand why people cannot tahan me and leave me.
Me: So?? I am still here right? 6 months b. I have been doing this for 6 months. So it's okay syg.
D: Wah! We have been together for 6 months already?
Me: Yeah, going to. Soon. In a few days time. So can we go watch Oujia syg?
D: Haiz. Okay lahhh.
Me: Yayyyyy! Thank you baby!
D: We are so opposite of each other eh B. Opposite in almost anything and everything. I can tahan sejuk. You cannot tahan sejuk.
Me: Haiz. Sadly yes. Kenapa? You tak suka? You can go ahead and find someone else if you tak suka.
D: No lahhh. You eh. I never say I tak suka what. Ada ke I cakap mcm tu? Tak kan. I was just saying that we are opposite, that's all. Have you heard of the saying that says, opposite's attract?
Me: Yerps.
D: I am north pole and you are south pole. We attract each other. And also gini in the future we need to have two separate things already. Two separate TVs since we both watch different kind of genres shows.
Me: Of course. One TV in the bedroom and another TV in the living room. I will have the one in the bedroom and you can have the TV in the living room. Hehe!
D: Everything need to have two separate things, except one thing. The katil!
Me: Taknakkkk. Katil I nak single size bed like how I'm sleeping now. And you can sleep on another single size bed.
D: No. The katil have to be queen size bed. Have to be together, no single size bed okay! And must be posturepedic mattress. So I won't have backache.
Me: Hahaha! Okay lah. Boleh lah macam gini. Lagi-lagi kalau you kene kerja night shift. Fuhhhh, the katil is all mine. You taknak balik pun takpe.
D: Eh eh b. You ehhhh.
Me: Hehehe! And the toilet kan, I want the see through kind.
D: B! See-through toilet?!
Me: Yeah those kind of glass toilet. Can see through. I've seen hotels having that kind of toilet. I nak mcm tu. But of course in our room aje lah. The one in the kitchen remains the normal enclose toilet. Haha!
D: Wah B, nasib you cakap. Kalau tak...
Me: I can just imagine our parents coming to our house tengok toilet macam gitu, mangkuk kene marah the both of us.
D: Hahahaha! Ah lah b. Okay, kalau just the one inside our room, can!
Hahahaha. This kind of conversation, talking about the future just enlighten me sometimes. Lol! One day, Insyaallah. Amin.
D: Wah, hari ni you tak pakai lipstick b. Bagus.
Me: Yeahs lah. I tak pakai lipstick. Tak pakai eyeliner. Nothing at all today.
D: So this is your bare face?
Me: Yeah, my bare face.
D: Wah okay what. You still look pretty with your bare face on. Natural beauty.
Me: -_-' Yelah tu.
D: Haiz b. I cakap betul-betul pun salah. I puji u pun salah.
A few conversation here and there when finally, we managed to kill time almost nearing to the starting time of our movie.
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Ratings: 4.5/5
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Dinner.
D is the kind of person who needs his rice or at least a heavy meal for dinner. And I was already sick and tired of looking for places to dine in that has rice or for a heavy course meal. We have tried almost every possible places around town.
I suggested having Fish & Co. but there isn't any Fish & Co. nearby except the one at Plaza Singapura but D is not the kind of person who likes to travel or walk far. Luckily, he wasn't that hungry. So we settle down for Beanstro, Takashimaya instead.
D's Double Chocolate
D's. I forgot what is dish called. Lol! Some chicken pasta.
My ermm..I forgot what it is called too. HAHA! But it's called Lamb something.
I was craving for some fries and D got me this too. Yay! But the fries is not worth the money honestly. I didn't know it cost $6 for just this! I might as well have the fries at McDonalds instead. Tskk.
Had a few conversations with D over dinner. I always enjoy having conversation with this man. :) After dinner, D send me home and we talked for a bit before D left to head home since he is on morning shift tomorrow.
Anyhoos, I suggested to go Gardens By The Bay one day since our date is always nothing but just movies and dinner. And guess what?! D said OKAY. Yay! But..............We got to find the best time to go. Probably not till the next few months. HAHAHAHAHA! Still, it's better than nothing. Alhamdulilah.
Till here. Morning shift tomorrow. Well, I am ALWAYS on morning shift anyway. Hehehe! Goodnight.
XOXO,
Princess Azie Anni.
Sunday, October 12, 2014
Queensway
Dear Diary,
After work, met up with my closest classmate after about at least a month of not meeting them. I kind of miss them I would say. It was Uni life that brought us together. And I don't know if we will still be in contact or as close as this after graduation.
Anyway, we went to Queenstown together to get our dissertation report to be binded with a hard cover book binding. I didn't know the colour printing was that expensive. It cost about $1.20 PER colour printing and black coloured printing cost as much as 10 cents per piece. If I knew it would be this expensive, I would have printed everything on my own using my own ink and just come down to get it binded with the hard cover which only cost $10. Tskkk.
They had some problem with their printer and caused my paper to be jammed. So I spend like almost 2 hours at the printing shop just to print my report. Zzz! I wanted to give my school a nice copy of my report but since the printing was that expensive. I decided to print just a black and white one for school and a coloured printed one for myself. HAHA! I wanted to keep a copy of my OWN HARD WRITTEN work of myself. Even though I only scored a B+ for that. I was hoping for an A at least. Zzz!
Oh yes. Talking about school. I FINALLY got my results last few days. I don't know if I have mentioned this but Alhamdulilah. I am graduating with a FIRST CLASS HONOURS DEGREE. Amin! Amin! Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin. I cannot say how thankful I am to Allah SWT for making this a possible one for me. It was definitely not easy since everyone knows the struggle I have to go through to come this far. Amin! And my 2 of my closest classmate is graduating with a First Class Honours as well, 1 with a Second Lower class Honours.
I'm not too sure but I heard rumours that 2 people in my class fail to graduate this year.
And not only that I spent 2 hours at the printing shop, I had to pay about 40 bucks for the printing and book binding. Zzz! So expensive.
By then, Isaac & Alvin was already starving. They wanted to eat the food stall at Queenstown shopping centre, but it was pack with people and had limited place. So we walk down all the way to Ikea to have dinner there.
Sadly, the meatballs at Alexander Ikea is not halal like the one in Tampines! And I really wanted to try their meatballs since I haven't tried one before but I can't. Zzz! Still, it was my first time ordering food at Ikea. I really love the way how we can actually move in circles to get our food and how the food is all pre prepared. So you don't have to waste time to order and wait. All you need is just to take whatever at the counter and check out for payment. SO COOL!
And I had Fried Rice instead,
It was a good catch-up with Alvin & Isaac. We talk about school, about work, about the future and stuff. Who knows, we might all be working in a different place now but we might be working together in the future? Hehe.
Are you thinking what I am thinking B1? I think I am B2. Hehe!
I have some jobs which I have practically wanted to work at and, I would really love to try working or having shift job. I wonder what is it like to be working shift hours rather than having a 9 to 5 job which I get to try it since many years ago. During my attachment, even in RP days, it's 9 to 5 kind of timing. For that, my classmate call me crazy because they said shift job hours are crazy. They screw up your body clock and sometimes it can really tire you. But the good thing is, you have time for yourself but just hardly have time for your friends.
Lol. I should have done a shift job first before settling for my job now. Oh well, we shall see what the future brings me.
Anyway, I can't wait to meet D tomorrow. We are watching Kenshin Rurouni the 3rd part tomorrow. Woo hoo! I am so exciteddddddd. See lah. I am not the type of person who watch this kind of movie but all thanks to the boy. This month I would say is one of the best month. Alhamdulilah! I usually have to wait at least 2 to 3 weeks before I get to see D. So practically, in a month, we only see each other twice. But this month, I've at least seen him 3 times already within the first 2 weeks of the month. Amin.
But before the movie, I have to drag my feet to work tomorrow first thing in the morning.
D said he wanted to accompany at work initially but after which, he changed his mind because he said it's too early to accompany me. He wants to sleep in before our movie starts at 4pm tomorrow.
We are going to the same boring theatre some more, cathay cineleisure.
We will have the same problem about where to settle down for food for dinner since we have almost try every particular food place down there.
This also means we have take bus home and not train. I just love to see D taking the train because I don't know. I just love to see how he has to bend his head downwards in order to enter the train door. That's for being too tall. HAHA!
Haiz! My boyfriend is forever tak romantic. Forever mat rep. Forever boring. And what makes it worse I still love him a lot despite all that.
Till here. I am going to rest now. Goodnight.
XOXO,
Princess Azie Anni.
After work, met up with my closest classmate after about at least a month of not meeting them. I kind of miss them I would say. It was Uni life that brought us together. And I don't know if we will still be in contact or as close as this after graduation.
Anyway, we went to Queenstown together to get our dissertation report to be binded with a hard cover book binding. I didn't know the colour printing was that expensive. It cost about $1.20 PER colour printing and black coloured printing cost as much as 10 cents per piece. If I knew it would be this expensive, I would have printed everything on my own using my own ink and just come down to get it binded with the hard cover which only cost $10. Tskkk.
They had some problem with their printer and caused my paper to be jammed. So I spend like almost 2 hours at the printing shop just to print my report. Zzz! I wanted to give my school a nice copy of my report but since the printing was that expensive. I decided to print just a black and white one for school and a coloured printed one for myself. HAHA! I wanted to keep a copy of my OWN HARD WRITTEN work of myself. Even though I only scored a B+ for that. I was hoping for an A at least. Zzz!
Oh yes. Talking about school. I FINALLY got my results last few days. I don't know if I have mentioned this but Alhamdulilah. I am graduating with a FIRST CLASS HONOURS DEGREE. Amin! Amin! Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin. I cannot say how thankful I am to Allah SWT for making this a possible one for me. It was definitely not easy since everyone knows the struggle I have to go through to come this far. Amin! And my 2 of my closest classmate is graduating with a First Class Honours as well, 1 with a Second Lower class Honours.
I'm not too sure but I heard rumours that 2 people in my class fail to graduate this year.
And not only that I spent 2 hours at the printing shop, I had to pay about 40 bucks for the printing and book binding. Zzz! So expensive.
The total amount of all the printings. Zzz!
By then, Isaac & Alvin was already starving. They wanted to eat the food stall at Queenstown shopping centre, but it was pack with people and had limited place. So we walk down all the way to Ikea to have dinner there.
Sadly, the meatballs at Alexander Ikea is not halal like the one in Tampines! And I really wanted to try their meatballs since I haven't tried one before but I can't. Zzz! Still, it was my first time ordering food at Ikea. I really love the way how we can actually move in circles to get our food and how the food is all pre prepared. So you don't have to waste time to order and wait. All you need is just to take whatever at the counter and check out for payment. SO COOL!
And I had Fried Rice instead,
It was a good catch-up with Alvin & Isaac. We talk about school, about work, about the future and stuff. Who knows, we might all be working in a different place now but we might be working together in the future? Hehe.
Are you thinking what I am thinking B1? I think I am B2. Hehe!
I have some jobs which I have practically wanted to work at and, I would really love to try working or having shift job. I wonder what is it like to be working shift hours rather than having a 9 to 5 job which I get to try it since many years ago. During my attachment, even in RP days, it's 9 to 5 kind of timing. For that, my classmate call me crazy because they said shift job hours are crazy. They screw up your body clock and sometimes it can really tire you. But the good thing is, you have time for yourself but just hardly have time for your friends.
Lol. I should have done a shift job first before settling for my job now. Oh well, we shall see what the future brings me.
Anyway, I can't wait to meet D tomorrow. We are watching Kenshin Rurouni the 3rd part tomorrow. Woo hoo! I am so exciteddddddd. See lah. I am not the type of person who watch this kind of movie but all thanks to the boy. This month I would say is one of the best month. Alhamdulilah! I usually have to wait at least 2 to 3 weeks before I get to see D. So practically, in a month, we only see each other twice. But this month, I've at least seen him 3 times already within the first 2 weeks of the month. Amin.
But before the movie, I have to drag my feet to work tomorrow first thing in the morning.
D said he wanted to accompany at work initially but after which, he changed his mind because he said it's too early to accompany me. He wants to sleep in before our movie starts at 4pm tomorrow.
We are going to the same boring theatre some more, cathay cineleisure.
We will have the same problem about where to settle down for food for dinner since we have almost try every particular food place down there.
This also means we have take bus home and not train.
I just love to see D taking the train because I don't know. I just love to see how he has to bend his head downwards in order to enter the train door. That's for being too tall. HAHA! Haiz! My boyfriend is forever tak romantic. Forever mat rep. Forever boring.
And what makes it worse I still love him a lot despite all that. Till here. I am going to rest now. Goodnight.
XOXO,
Princess Azie Anni.
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