Goodbye 2013

Dear 2013,

It's almost time that we say Goodbye to 2013. :)

Now, let us reminisce.

Nothing much happen in my life, everything seems to remain the same. I am still working for the same company for the past 3 years. I am still the same old me, still afraid to cross the road, still horrible at directions but a little bit better now, still the same height but probably a bit rounder than before, still disliking nuts & cheese and blah blah blah. But some MAJOR changes did take place in my life.

Firstly, I have finally started schooling, on my way to get a Degree with Honours, Insyaallah. When I was young, I have never thought I will able to reach this far. I have always thought, I'll be the cuckoo type, not being able to earn much or do well in life. Lol! But dengan izinNya. Alhamdulilah! Frankly, I have never been so happy than being able to continue schooling, even though the stress level could really strangle and send me to my deathbed. Actually I love school, I just hate exams.

Secondly, I finally set the love of my life free after 8 years of being together. It took a lot of me, so much of me, thoughts after thoughts and definitely a huge amount of sacrifices to do this. I had my reason why I did that. And my reason was nothing but the best for him. And it was never because of a third party, if it was that, I would have done it long time ago, I would not have waited for 8 years. I was hoping that he would realize something when I am gone but unfortunately, nothing seems to change.

And if some people think of entering into my life to replace him. I hope you people take a step back. Some more step back. Somemore somemore somemore. Turn backwards and run away as fast as possible okay? Because I cannot imagine myself being with anybody else besides him even though we are no longer together, so I would not want to be with anybody else. No. For that, my life has become boring-er than before but that is fine because I always believe Allah SWT always has His plan to why things happen.

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Dearest 2013,

You have been the best. You have filled my life with a fair cycle of ups and downs. You never fail to either surprise me or taken me aback with some things in life.

But no matter the good or the bad things that has happened throughout, I know you were meant to be. You were already written by Allah SWT to walk through the journey of my life. =')

I therefore would like to say thank you for everything and every single one of you, my family, my relatives & cousins, my bestfriends, my girlfriends, my colleagues, my clique and you that has been part of my life because it shaped me to be who I am today, a much stronger person than yesterday. Amin!

Ya Allah, this year would be my first time celebrating 2014 "alone" and not being able to catch the fireworks but in this new year of 2014, I hope You will continue to guide me with Your full guidance no matter how difficult things are and bring me closer to Your path. Because nothing makes me happier than being a better Muslim myself. Amin!

XOXO,

2014♥

Dome

Dear Diary,

I don't know why I broke down when I see A's pictures on FB. It brings so much memories especially the time when we went to 1 Market together as a family. Sadly, how things changes and we are no longer a "family" to each other. Tell me, Ya Allah, how am I supposed to move on like this? How am I supposed to go on like this? It is just too painful for me and it's hurting me so bad, so much, Ya Allah.

And Mama just updated me the most happiest news ever. I don't want to jump the gun but as predicted, I can never be more happy for the both of them. Maybe, it's just not the time yet for me. Maybe it's not my jodoh yet. I feel happy for them but disappointed on my side because a relationship I fought for, hold on to just didn't work out. Things were easier when we were 16. We had so many dreams but that is past, I guess. I mean who in this world would not want to go through this next stage of life. Everyone would want to. But maybe A doesn't see this with me.

Probably Allah SWT has a better plan for me. But you know what, I will never stop, I will NEVER stop praying. I will NEVER stop praying that Allah SWT will ease this heart, until I know the true meaning behind this hurdle each day that I'm going through. Amin!

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Yesterday, met up with the Girlfriends for gifts exchange. We wanted to settle for Delicious Cafe for dinner but apparently it was fully reserved. The girlfriends could not decide between Wild Honey or Dome but Pag didn't want a Wild Honey All-Day-Breakfast, so we settle in for Dome instead.

While browsing through the menu, I did not really know what to eat and I do not want to be choosing the wrong thing to eat. So, I settle for Chicken Mushroom Cream Baked Rice.

It was super feeling and really cheesily nice.

I didn't grab everybody food pictures but here are some.

Hanali's Seafood Spaghetti.

Manda's Ginger Hot Chocolate

Hanali's Hot Chocolate


This log cake is so awesome!

We did lots of catch up together, regarding work and school but I had both to share since I'm working + schooling. Hehe! And after finishing our dinner, we did our gifts exchange.

From Pag.

From Manda.

And from Hanali.

We took quite a bit of pictures at Scotts Square with their Christmas tree and as usual we camwhore quite a bit here and there. Hehe! After much camwhoring, we headed off to Starbucks, Wheelock to chillax.

Reminiscing those Poly days we were in, we were so carefreeeeee! Of course we had stress too, with final year projects, assignments, exams and etc, But things weren't as stressful as it is now. And we talk about many things, about how time flies really fast and it has been already 4 FREAKING years that we actually left Polytechnic. Omigod! If I were to be in Secondary now, I'll be in Secondary 4 now either sitting for my N'levels or O'levels. Grrr!

We bragged about hitting the quarter life crisis, which I can't believe it myself either. At this age, what have I been doing with my life?! Zzz! Okay, not so bad. At least I am doing SOMETHING like working and studying to get a degree, Insyaallah. As soon as I finish my degree, I have a few plans line out for me as well before I actually want to settle down.

It's different for those who are born silver spoon. They get to achieve and buy everything at the earlier part of their life. While, normal and average person like myself. I have to start working first to earn some moolahs and then slowly save up and pay for my school fees and save up again to do things that is expensive which I could not afford the last time. Example, like putting on braces which I have been wanting to do it for so many years and etc etc etc. But I thank Allah, because I did manage to get my driving license at my own expenses just by saving my school pocket money. Alhamdulilah! One expensive thingy down. Few more expensive things to go before I finally save up for my future wedding, Insyaallah. And I guess I'm too young to get married now. Like again, this heart is already too damage, total damage, 100% broken + fractured and tightly close for any soul..for now.

Would you rather?

We played this interesting game. Whereby the most horrible questions were asked and if possible you would not even want to choose any of the answers. But you have no choice because you HAVE to choose one. And from there, like Hanali said, sometimes it can reflect or tell someone of what their personality are. And the questions,

1) Would you rather...be with someone who shorter than you but is good-looking OR taller than you but ugly looking?

And my answer was short but ugly looking. Manda & Hana chose the latter because they said they can never imagine being with someone who is so much shorter than them and they are going to make him go for plastic surgery. HAHAHA!

2) Would you rather...be with someone who has such ugly features, ugly eyes, nose, mouth but a nice face complexion OR someone who has mesmerizing eyes and very nice features but terrible complexion with lots of pimple?

And my answer was the latter because I don't really expect much, my face isn't perfect either while Hana & Manda chose the first one because they said they can never stand guy's face with pimples and etc. Lol! But that's because they both have very nice complexion.

3) Would you rather...be with a guy who is hairless but has bad breath OR hairy guy but smells nice?

Hana & I chose the latter while Manda the first. HAHAHAHA! Guess she can't stand hairy guy. But hairy guy can be sexy, no? HAHAHA!

4) Would you rather...be with a muscular guy that has a body odour OR a super skinny stick guy but smells refreshing?

This questions almost killed me because neither! I never like a muscular guy nor a skinny guy, I feel very insecure with this kind of man. I prefer the normal guy who is average looking, average size and having a tummy does not matter to me. But in this scenario if I HAD to choose, I'll choose the latter. I already hated both and to add on with body odour, I might as well just execute myself. Hehe! If I'm not wrong Hanali had the same answer as me as well while Manda chose the first one. She said, she'll make him thoroughly and crazily scrub himself off. LOL!

Since we were playing this game, I decided to ask this dying question which I have been wanting to know from another person's point of view since many years ago. But the question isn't as horrible as what has been asked.

When both personality is the same, would you rather...marry someone one is good-looking but poor OR someone who is not good-looking but rich?

I can never come up with an answer but Hanali & Manda kinda chose good-looking but poor because they say as much as they want to marry a rich guy but money can always be earn. Alllllllright then. HEHE!

After which we ended up playing Charades. It was really fun and we were making a lot of noise, before we finally headed off home at around 2330 hours.

Did I mention, I shared my new year resolution with my girlfriends and they actually laugh at me.  I shall not share what it is now and what made them laugh. I'll share my resolution when the time comes. Left a few more days before 2014! :)

Thank you dearest girlfriends for the wonderful gifts and the awesome night I had. I totally enjoyed myself. You girls have always been the best thing that ever happened in my Polytechnic days.

Till the next meet up. Wee!

XOXO,

Princess Azie Anni ♥

Merry Kiss-Me!

Dear Diary,

I would like to wish all those who are celebrating this festive joyous season a,

I may not be celebrating Xmas but definitely living in a multi-racial country and having friends who celebrate them, no doubt I receive quite a few presents as well. Weee!

My company had 2 rounds of Gifts exchange session. One was together with the whole colleague including the dispatch during our Audit cum Xmas dinner. We did 'Secret Santa' which video I have them uploaded in my Facebook (which is currently deactivated).

Secret Santa

It was really fun because we had our names written in the paper and each one of us had to pick a name. After which, we had to buy the person a gift below $10 and be all secretive about it. It was only on that day itself we will know who had actually pick our name.

Inside my heart, I don't know why but I wanted to get D since it will be his last year with us this year, so I thought I wanted to get him something before he leaves. And A wanted to get HA, while HA wanted to get ZO. Guess what? The first draw lots, we REALLY got who we wanted. But JM got her own name, so we had to put back our names again and re-draw. A didn't want to put hers in, so I clearly guess that she did get HA afterall. We draw lots for quite a bit, I think for 5 rounds? And ALL 5 rounds, I got D. I don't know how I do it, even when I tried to be the last one to pick the paper, I still got D. It was only the 2nd last round, I pick my own name and we had to re-draw lots again. Even so, I still pick D's name on the last draw. Guess "It's fated."

After which I had a hard time getting D a gift. Because I had CHOCOLATES and something else in mind, when he mentioned "Whoever got me, I don't want Chocolate. Chocolate is usually forgotten once eaten but it'll be best to get something that person can remember as a form of memory." Shoots!  I try to think of all sort of gifts but some seems to be inappropriate and some might be too redundant to keep.

And so one thing about me, is the ability to catch what a person say. I usually observe, notice and listen attentively to the things people tell me and do. So, I remember that D mention before that he loves coffee and drinks coffee every morning. So I had a coffee cup in mind. I wanted to just get a coffee cup but since he is some sort of a "sentimental" guy, the next thing I thought was to customize the cup. But I left it really last minute, just one day before the gifts exchange day to look for the gifts. And some shop took few days to get the cup customize. No choice, I had to customize the cup on my own.

I went to search for high and low and from one end to another end just to look for a plain cup. But believe it or not, there was NONE! This always happen, when you want them, they are nowhere to be found. When you don't want them, you see plain cups everywhere! I even had to take half-day leave just to look for the cup! Grr!

But before that, I went to H&M to look for another alternative in case I can't find a plain cup as as gift. I found a V-neck shaped t-shirt which was on sale that I think will suit D. But I couldn't decide on the colour and the size. There was only a few colour on sale, Black, White and Dark Red. He doesn't wear any of these 3 colours but according to my colleagues usually to be safe, it'll be better to get Black. But I seriously think the Dark Red suit him very well. So I just got him the Dark Red in Size M. Since S was too small and L was too big.

I still couldn't find the plain cup, when my manager who was also on half-day leave managed to find a plain cup at her place and so, she bought it for me. I had to buy permanent markers as well to write on the cup. D's favourite phrase is "Who's the Boss?" each time when he sees us. So I decided to get that written on the cup. But I can only decorate the cup the next day which is during the gifts exchange day itself. Thank God, D was on leave that day, so I managed to sneak some time in between tea breaks and lunch to complete the decoration.

But I had so many set backs when I tried washing the cup after writing it, the marker got wash away. So, I had to rush to buy a new permanent marker that is specially for glass surfaces and re-decorate them. Everybody, especially my manager was quite touch with the effort that I put in just for D. So, he better appreciate it!

And on the day itself, of course he wasn't expecting the gift from me. Hehe! He did tell me he uses the cup for coffee every morning. He did wear the shirt I bought to work the other time and my colleagues did mention that he wore the shirt a couple of times too even when I was on leave. Alhamdulilah!

And who was my secret santa?? It was JM! I confidently thought it was D but apparently not. JM was really GOOD at tricking me and making me think that she got HD all these while. Lol! 

Second gifts exchange

This wasn't secret santa. It's a mutual exchange between just us, the girls. Hehe! And these are my wrapped gifts for the girls.

After exchanging, these are all my gifts from them. Yay!!

Our gifts.

These chocolates are from my medical building management. The moment I heard from A and H that the management was giving chocolates away, I quickly ran down to the lobby with JM to grab a few. Sadly, I didn't get to taste the Hazelnut flavour becauseeeeee I had to start work and somebody finishes mine. Hmpf! 

And there is one thing about me. I HATE the feeling when I wanted to eat something but it's gone or not available for me to eat. Especially when I already firmly had it set in my mind that I want to EAT it. I know this is one BAD habit about me but I find it hard to change. Bet Azmi would also agree on this part because on a few occasion that I'll get annoyed and upset when we go out, is when the food that I wanted to eat is not available. HEHE! The feeling of disappointment will overpower me so much that I will even cry. So yes, I did cry when I saw all the Hazelnut was gone. Smack me someone. And CR comforted me with a, "Don't be too sad Azie. You'll soon have a better chocolate as a replacement." I somesort had an idea what CR would have gotten me from Xmas. WEEEEE!

So, when I was home, I opened the gifts...

From A. I love Crabtree & Evelyn hand cream. It smells really nice. I love hand creams, body lotion etc.

From JM. So poor thing! I wanted the Starbucks Candy Cane bottle and she went to look high and low for me but it was all out of stock. So, she got me this bottle instead. I love it anyway because why? It's a Eiffel tower. I've always wanted to visit the Eiffel tower. I have never mention to JM about liking Eiffel tower. I even have Eiffel tower picture stick on my bedroom wall. Good instinct eh. Hehe!

My overall Christmas gifts from JM. The black lace top was given during the Secret Santa Gifts exchange. I love lacey top or dresses and there you go! The top is super comfy! Hehe!

From CR. I wasn't so upset about not getting to eat the Hazelnut chocolate anymore. Because nothing beats this chocolate. It's the BEST chocolate and it just MELTS in your mouth. Weee! I love it!

From H and I love the lipgloss. Wee!

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I was schedule to work on Xmas even though it's a Public Holiday. Hehe! But I managed to finish my work quite early since there wasn't too much specimen. And I can't believe tomorrow is a working day again. Hmpf. I can't really sleep because I accidentally nap again in the afternoon. Till here.

XOXO,

Princess Azie Anni ♥

The Long-Term Relationship Break Up.

Dear Diary,

As you know well, recently. I wouldn't say it's too recent either. And I'm sure everyone has at least gone through this stage. I've been through quite a bit before, a couple of times but it doesn't impacted as much as this did. Probably this was what you call your very first True Love?

8 years. My high school sweetheart.

You practically go through everything together. You are a companion to each other. You see each other grow. You understand each other better than anyone would ever understand you, not even your family. You are like telepathy to each other. You stick to each other like glue that the whole world knows you belong to each other. You feel each other love, without doubt. All you need was just each other. Basically, it feels like you are a family, married sometimes. Probably just not living together with no kids and not doing things that you are not supposed to do OF COURSE.

For years and years it has been like this. Then one day...It just happens.

Initial stage it was crazy. I don't think crazy is even the right word to use, an understatement. It was more than that. 

You slowly feel your whole world starts to fall apart. You feel different, just not you. You feel incomplete. You need someone to talk to but all you had was just yourself because you didn't want to trouble anybody listening to your annoying cries and whine. Probably just too embarrassed and no one would really understand what you are going through even if you were to say anything.

You realised you had no one. You feel like screaming and all you do is cry. You cry every single day, every every single night, cry when memories strike back bulging your eyeballs out. Sometimes it feels like you have already run out of tears, yet, you still manage to shed some more, somehow. 

You know it's no longer your concern but when he change doing things that he knows you dislike the most, things that you hated, it still affect you a lot in many ways and you wish he hadn't. He start contacting girls the moment it was over but you? Kept HOLDING on & HOPING. 

You thought to yourself. He must have valued you so little before. He must have not care about you at all.  Because how easy could someone just move on from your life after years of years of being together while here you are struggling EVERY single day?

Slowly, you tried to convince yourself and start to pick yourself up again. Slowly... It was a painful pathway to walk. It was even terrible when you tried to stand when suddenly the good old days start crawling into the picture and you fall back again. There are times you wish you could run back because you can no longer take it any more. But something was holding it back the both of you. Ego? Afraid? Rejection? History?

Only Allah knows.

And there are times you think you are okay and are already doing fine. But little did you realize, you weren't. You were just trying to convince yourself all this while that you did.

You pick yourself up again. 

The worse thing was FORCING yourself way out to smile and laugh again, to enjoy yourself, to be happy even though deep down you are still bleeding, bleeding so much. You tell yourself, if he can live and move on happily without you, so why can't you? He feels happier without you now, like he finally got his FREEDOM.

SO WHY CAN'T YOU?!

You learnt.

1) First stage was learning to be independent. Things that you never imagine that you have to do it one day, you had to and you actually did. You learn and discover new things on your own that you thought you weren't capable of before. Bit by bit, you start to discover yourself. You break out of that "shell" that you were in.

Honestly, I have never ordered my own meal before. I sucks horribly at directions. I am afraid to ask anyone anything especially at the front counter of a stall, shop or whatever. And I feel most awkward going somewhere on my own, I always feel I needed companion.

But I finally did.

2) Second stage, your life changes. Well, not all but MOSTLY. You used to dine out and have nice food together but now you rather go home and have home cooked food instead. And even if you wished to try the latest food available, you do take-away. You stop spending on movies, you either watch it online or you don't even know what is the latest movie that is going on now. You kept things to yourself because you used to have someone you could pour your feelings out and who would listen to you. You just don't really feel quite comfortable to share it with any Tom, Dick or Harry. You end up being lonely, alone free most of the time while your friends & family spend time with their other half. It's really hard when you think about it but all you need is just a little getting used to it.

3) Third stage, you tried doing the same thing he did, moving on. Honestly, this is the MOST hatred part ever. HATE. HATE. HATE. Especially if you haven't been doing it for years. Forcing yourself to meet and get to know other people because that is the only way to remind you, what past is past and you have got to move on. You try to open up yourself and break that circle you were in before. If you are lucky enough, you might find your Mr. Right.

While for me, none actually quite suit the heart. You start to compare. No one was ever sincere as he was, no one love you as much as he does and no one actually treat you nicer than how nice he treated you. 

Some guys you thought were sincere, was just actually fooling around with your feelings. Some are just waiting to prey on you. Some took advantage out of your money, your time. Some just use you just for companion sake. Some move too fast hoping for sparks to happen between the two of you while you are just like "I only knew you yesterday and you expect us to be in a relationship?! Are you nuts?" Some were just totally insane like "What the heck are you so obsessed with me, you crazy idiot!" The worse thing is when someone who is already attached (which you don't even know about it) ask you out and then pretended like NOTHING ever happened between the both of you. You can be mean to spill the beans but you choose not to.

Stupid woman. How can you be so foolish?! You start to see how evil, vicious and nasty the real world are. But that IS reality. That IS how the real world.

But some were really nice. A true gentleman but you can never bring yourself to. Aren't feelings the most complicated thing ever? You find the right one but your heart just wouldn't want to settle. You found the wrong one, yet your heart chooses it and you got hurt all over again.

4) Forth stage, the fall back. You start questioning. What happen if you can't find someone as good? Or you'll end up meeting someone who is even worst? You tried to work it out somehow thinking there was still some hope. Too much misses, you met and you talked. But talk becomes blaming and sarcasm, blaming and sarcasm becomes anger, anger becomes argument and it was back to same process all over again.

You left for a reason didn't you? But at least, it eases your heart to at least know you have tried for the second time and you did give your final fight. But probably ego was too much on the other side and you know he was happier and would rather live life without you. You get it inside your head that things will never work out between the both of you ever again.

5) Fifth stage, going with the flow and let life take you wherever it wants to take you to. You gave up. You can't be bothered with anything any more. Que sera sera, whatever will be, will be. The future's not ours to see. Que Sera, Sera. What will be, will be.

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Breaking up are never easy. One moment you feel right about it, the next moment you feel worst about it. I wouldn't say I have move on fully from the previous. Even though I am at the fifth stage but up till now, I am still trying to pick myself up. It is never easy, never was. There are days in between that I still have my fall back moments and cry myself to sleep. No doubt, even after years, I might and could still find it as hard till the right ones come.

And who are we to define or decide on our future. You might end up with the same person that you initially left or you might meet someone new. Fate will bring the two of you together at the right time, at the right moment. And the concern, what happens if we were to meet someone worse, just like I do? Well, who are we to judge anyway? What are we to worry about? Because Allah SWT has already determined who you will marry and who you will be with, the ONLY way is to work yourself closer to Allah SWT.

Apa yang terjadi adalah Allah yang menghendaki. Sesungguhnya kami adalah dari Allah, dan sesungguhnya kami semua akan kembali kepada Allah SWT. Ya Allah, berikanlah aku pahala atas musibah yang terjadi padaku. Dan berikanlah kepadaku pengganti yang lebih baik daripadanya.

Allah SWT berfirman:

 “Perempuan yang jahat untuk lelaki yang jahat dan lelaki yang jahat untuk perempuan yang jahat, perempuan yang baik untuk lelaki yang baik dan lelaki yang baik untuk perempuan yang baik.”
(An-Nur':26)

"Wahai sekalian orang-orang yang beriman! Mintalah pertolongan (untuk menghadapi susah payah dalam menyempurnakan sesuatu perintah Tuhan) dengan bersabar dan dengan (mengerjakan) sembahyang; kerana sesungguhnya Allah menyertai (menolong) orang-orang yang sabar."
(Al-Baqarah 2:153)

“Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.”
(Al-Baqarah : 216)

Work your ways towards Allah SWT dengan berdoa and bersabar. Insyaallah, the answer is right there. And whatever it is, as long as you know Allah SWT is with you, you will always be fine. =)

Till here.

XOXO,

Princess Azie Anni ♥

Christmas Manicure

Dear Diary,

I was supposed to meet my clique for Christmas dinner yesterday but I did not turn up. I feel really bad for bailing last minute but initially, I didn't want to tell them that Aston wasn't halal because I feel really bad if they were to change dining location just because of me. Secondly, I don't feel like myself lately. I feel like shunning away from everybody. I even deactivated my Facebook account for that. So many things are running through my head and I just want to be alone at the moment.

I miss you girls so much and the rest too! I hope you guys really enjoy yourself. I promise these days will be over soon and I'll meet you all for the next meet up. And I know I should not be saying anything here but I'm glad that surprise guest is back from Melbourne!! (Opps! Too much info?) Is he the FIRST person to own a DEGREE now among us? Whattttt. Wait till the rest of us graduate with our respective degree ohkays. LOL!

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So I attended two wedding invitations today with Mama, as usual. One was at Choa Chu Kang and the other was at Fuchun Community Centre, Woodlands. And I was caught by surprised to actually see my Secretary, A there!! And A's sister was like, "Is this Azie, your colleague, the one you mention? She has a duplicate look of her mom." Hehe! I mean after all these years, it never came across my mind that my colleague will be attending the same wedding invitation as me. What are the odds? We could have been to the same wedding before and attend them at different timing. But today, we actually saw each other. Weee! So happy.

Mama was like, "So funny lah you! One kind! So happy, when you actually get to see your colleague every single day." I'm smiling as I'm typing this. I guess something must be wrong with me.

There goes my diet plan. FAIL! Rice Rice Rice Rice. 

Mama Ha: Mama Ha tak sabar nak tunggu Azie kahwin pula. Kalau Azie kahwin, Mama Ha nak rewang 4 hari 4 malam.

Azie: Hehehe! Thank youuu. Tapi Azie lama lagi Mama Ha.

So sweet.

And thank you Mama Ha and Uncle Rizal for sending us back home. But we alighted at Lot 1 instead and I did some shopping. Not really shopping but I went to buy nail polish colour. That's because I saw my Manager's nail polish colour, it was superly cute, please? She did a Christmas Manicure together with her nieces. Hers was something like this! Snowflake!

So, I went online to search for more designs to copy. Hehe!

Aren't they all soooooooo cute?! Some are just too professional for me to do. So I tried for something simple and end up with this.

Okay that's like a Candy Cane kind of design and that is Santa's hat.

I wanted to do a ribbon design but ermm..Let's just all pretend it's a Christmas tree okay? And the other one was supposed to be a ribbon too. I kept my Red nail polish, so I top it off with Blue which was just infront of my eyes. HEHE! 

I KNOW they are damn UGLY. HAHAHAHAHAHA!  I laugh at myself upon seeing this, even Adik did. BUT, I am glad I did them on my own free hands. Not bad for someone without any manicuring experience. Trust me, it's nicer when you see them from FAR. Hehehe!  I promise I get them wipe out soon after Christmas to solat.

And I cannot wait to head to work tomorrow for our gifts exchange, wonder what kind of gifts will I get. And my manager bake this for us tomorrow. Yay! Cannot wait to gobble them. Om nom nom nom!

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Adik bought this from Sephora. So pretty can?! The actual price for this is 209 bucks but she bought it at a good deal, so much lower than the original price. I bet you, Mama and I will end up using this when she is not around. Muahahaha!  Because this girl doesn't or well, I can say RARELY wears make up. Compared to me, I at least put make up on when I go for wedding invitations or for company's dinner.

Nyeh. Till here. Family decides to go for dinner at Adam's road food centre. I can feel myself expanding.  I need help.

XOXO,

Princess Azie Anni ♥